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Cup
I just want to let it all out, I want it to bleed out out of me, something I can not control, that I don't ever want to control. Every part of me craves you and only you. To grow another heart so that I may fill that one with love until it over flows..where we bathe in this river of love until the end of time, when our vessels have expired and ( Read more... ) -
Misery
I am lonely and miserable..not entirely sure if its because I'm single or whatever since I've always been with people. Guess I'm suffering from affectionate withdrawal (does that even make sense?) I've always had someone I could be affectionate, physical with..Showing how I felt. Now I can't do that, now I just have myself. -
Shift
I was told that when someone tells you about themselves, believe them. With that said I am finding a hard time walking away from the situation since being told that he doesn't ever think he wants to get married or put in any effort to someone even if they make an effort. That should be enough for me to just count my losses and move forward but then ( Read more... ) -
And Here I Sit..
Its almost like I never left, like nothing has changed. I still feel the way that I do and I'm not sure how I should approach the situation without sounding needy and such... I know there is a lot going on and right now focusing on someone else is damn near impossible, maybe it just takes me typing this all out and reading it to fully understand it ( Read more... ) -
I Am Not Happy
My mood overall is just so down. I am so ready for spring, summer, and warmer longer days.. Lately I have been feeling a bit neglected and some distance from him and it just really sucks because I've gone through this before with osh. I've already started feeling a certain way about it and it makes me want to get far far away.. I really try to keep ( Read more... ) -
Kick Flight, Straight ahead
The battle of the night has ended, I've come out of it in one piece(barely) the burning embers of my thoughts, feelings, and fears slowly coming to an end and I reflect on the remains. I know that I must keep moving forward, this place... I can not continue here. I need to start making preparations to move out, not because I want to get away from ( Read more... ) -
Through the looking glass
I always go so long without posting in here ( Read more... ) -
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I hope some day this could all come true...until then..dreamscape. -
The Vespertine
Its so early in the morning, yet so late at night.. I've been staying up like this and sleeping through out the day more than usual. Tonight its mainly due to this scan I'm running on my laptop, and i don't want to go sleep with it running ( Read more... ) -
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