Hello, well i decided to update, i'm actually going to try and do this as much as possible. WEll today has been good, today is stephen's 22nd b-day, i still need to go get a cake before he gets home. I also got a new computer two days ago, it's awesome. Almost had a heart attak getting it. But it's sooo awesome much better than the one my parents ( Read more... )

Wow i haven't posted in a long time. Well i'm still in college, having to do all that wonderful stuff to further my education. It's cool, but i kinda wish i had some friends at school. It's a little lonely, but then i know i do it to myself. I'm not the best person to scoialize with complete strangers, usually it's better if i have someone ( Read more... )

i've been shocked to the point i'm numb. And there is really no point in complaining about it. I don't regret what i did, even a petty excuse for the greater good doesn't help much. And like a hammer hitting the anvil it finally got to me. Reading Don's lamentation of losing a friend. It was me he was referring to. I can't help but not feel much ( Read more... )

Today was a good day, last night i felt .... relief. Y'know the accepting i was talking about last post, well i decided to take it a step further last night. I was outside, and made a crudish kind of alter. I haven't made an alter in a long time. It took me a little while to find the sand, but i did, setting it up so that i could do what i need to ( Read more... )

I've noticed lately that i tend to block things out especially when i don't know what's coming towards me. Fear has become a motivator as of late but not for fear of my life. It's more of a Fear of life altering. I confided in a friend about something, a subject that usually goes assumedly untouched between the two of us, and it helped. Little ( Read more... )

Wel today started off ok, i went and bought some things at walmart, they wouldn't give me my check yet. Apparently everytime i go up there the lady is never there to hand me my check. And i took zoe to the vet today. She has heartworms, hookworms, yeast infection in the ear, and an infection in all four paws from chewing them because she also has ( Read more... )

Well, turns out that i didn't bruise my tailbone, i think it was a spider bite, but its all healed over now. Thank god. Nothing really to much going on here. i keep fogetting to call people, i really need to call spirkie back, sorry about hanging up on ya! Phone died at the last minute and then i charged it and then had to go pick up robin. Hehehe ( Read more... )

Well i'm home now, today is my day off (thank god). But im in so much pain right now. I bruised my tailbone really really bad, in fact i'm starting week two of pain. But now its swollen up and actually turning purple. I can sit down, walk, bend over or really anything without pain. It's like a jolt of electricity shoots up my spine and then leaves ( Read more... )

Well today i went to work, same old there. But today was a really good day and all because of one person: Detective Gossett. If you all know me, then you know what happened to me in third grade. Well to make a long story short Det. Gossett was there to help me threw it. He was a funny man helping a scared little thrid grader into telling the truth ( Read more... )

well here it is friday morning, i just woke up at 11 and now i've started to notice all the new bruises that have appeared over night. I think this is a new record, 6 bruises all at once and busted lip and then two scrapes. Odd how i pay for this class and get beat up isn't it ( Read more... )