I've been asked that a couple of times today already and honestly i don't know what's wrong. Im pissed off at the dumbest shit one second, then i feel like crying for no reason in the next few minutes. Maybe im going bi-polar? I dunno, but it's sooo hard to get up for the day on the weekends. If i could i would stay in bed all weekend. I know that ( Read more... )

These past few days i've had an ill foreboding sense going on. I know it sounds weird but i've got this nagging feeling in the back of my head that tells me something is happening that's out of my control and im not going to like it. Problem is i have know idea what it could be about. Maybe im just over-reacting, i do that sometimes, but i wish i ( Read more... )

Well sheesh i haven't written in about a year. I honestly on thought about this place the other night. So much has happened lately that i don't htink i'll have enough time to even say it all. long story short ( Read more... )

Maybe i am asking to be hurt? I kinda wonder about that sometimes. It's not like i go looking into things for the soul purpose of having it feel like some ripped out my hear with some hot iron rods. Sometimes i just want to remember the really good times, and then cuz the inevitable pain ( Read more... )

Well.. i leave in two weeks. I still don't know how to feel about it. I'm excited but sad at teh same time, and then feeling guilty about both. It's just difficult knowing if i'm making the right desicion or not. And trust me i KNOW that i can't know which one is right, but dammit! i still WANT to know ( Read more... )

WEll i've got somen news ( Read more... )

I'm falling ( Read more... )

Well it's been another few weeks, i'm starting to work three jobs now and oddly enough to say i'm depressed. But not depressed that i'm going o be working three jobs, or that i won't have any free time when the summer comes. I think i finally figured out what my problem is. I think that i want to live to much in the past, and not in the present ( Read more... )

Well it's about 3:47 am on wednesday. It just hit me that i'm going to be home in 48 hours!!! I'm so damn excited i'm going to have so much trouble sleeping until i get home ^_^ ah the price i pay. So far stephen, hulsey and me are going. Michelle is a little wishy-washy. I hope she can go with us, i'd really like for you all to meet my friend up ( Read more... )

WEll hello everyone. How is everyone today ( Read more... )