i really need to get my life back on track. i need to STOP staying up until 6am every night, i need a legit job that i go to EVERY day, i NEED to pass my license test on the 28th, and i need to NOT get sick all the fucking time, and i REALLY need to stop eating so much. i've done nothing since my parents left for mexico, and i feel like complete ( Read more... )

seriously, pissed off about this, really pissed off.

other than that, making dinner and watching rock of love 2 with my brother.
also, chocolate chip waffles and coffee ice cream, TRY IT! soooo good ^____^

i wish johnny and i had our own apartment already. this only seeing each other once a week thing, is killing me =/ anyways, last night we got a hotel room, had sex, watched american beauty and fell asleep. we woke up today, came back to my house, showered, went to johnny rockets for burgers and chili fries again, then drove up to the commons ( Read more... )

so my best friend called me last night at 3am, hysterically crying. when i asked her what was wrong, she told me some guy at the bar she went to, hit her and made her pay for his drinks. the only thing she could say to me was "am i that bad that i deserve to be hit?" over and over again, and it made me so mad. this girl, who i've been best friends ( Read more... )

i just realized, i hate/am sick of being nice to people.

dear everyone,
GO FUCK YASELF.
love always,
aymijean.

EOS, faggots.

i've been a hermit lately, i don't even really want to go out or do anything or talk to anyone except for my brother and john, i like it. i really miss my parents, it's weird not seeing them every day, and i really can't wait until they get home. i spent $57 at barnes and noble yesterday, and now all i want to do is just read, and see john on ( Read more... )

fuck anxiety in the ass.

something has seriously been wrong with my mouth and jaw for about a week. i've been having the worst time trying to sleep at night, and this morning i woke up in the worst pain ever, i was crying and shaking a lot. i think it might be TMJ or something. my brother's going to take me to the doctor or dentist tomorrow or thursday if it doesn't get ( Read more... )

johnny and i got a hotel room on saturday night ^____^ we watched some really fucking stupid indie movie, horrible, and we didn't go to sleep until 5am. my parents are in mexico, so we came back to my house after we checked out of the hotel and slept the whole day, then we got burgers and chili cheese fries from johnny rockets, and watched part of ( Read more... )

scratch what i said in the last post about john. sometimes it's like he reads my mind, or he just reads my livejournal, haha. he's coming to see me tonight, and i couldn't be happier ^_____ ( Read more... )