it's funny what you can find on the internet to make you hate people just a little bit more.

i need a cigarette, right about.... now.

this week completely sucked, every last bit of it, haha ( Read more... )

so it's christmas, christmas is always kind of boring, everyone makes it such a hyped up holiday, but i realized it's so boring, haha. i got some cool shit- dinosaurs seasons 1-4, eternal sunshine of a spotless mind and the holiday, some books, gift cards, cash, oh and a car ( Read more... )

ugh, I wish I was tired. I have work in 4.5 hours =/ and john's a jerk because he said he'd be awake and he just hung up on me, whatever. i'm just in a bad mood and now I don't want to go to LI tomorrow.

today was good =) I woke up at 12pm, found out I didn't have to go into work, talked to john for 2.5 hours on the phone before he went into work, I ( Read more... )

basically, john and i are back together. i can't be without him, honestly. i hope things stop getting shitty between us, it sucks fighting, and we both don't realize how in love we are until we're not together. "i'm definitely in love with you aymi." and i'm definitely in love with him too ( Read more... )

me, dj, pat and joey figured out how to do a multiple person video chat, amazing. i love my macbook ( Read more... )

after this pack, i'm quitting, srsly.

life's amazing, i love my family.
my parents are going to mexico on the 9th of january, or something. d & i have the house to ourselves for 10 days ^_____^

today was an eventful day. i did something i thought i'd never wind up doing again. bri and i went to RCC so she could sign up for classes for next semester and i just thought i'd look at the classes, and then they asked for my name and i told them and they printed out my transcript and told me to wait for an advisor, who was actually pretty ( Read more... )

i just texted/talked to/video chatted with jon for a few hours, catching up on life and such things. it was refreshing, and made me really happy. i'm seeing him on saturday too, so that should be really nice. i missed our talks, about life, love, the future, the past, relationships, and everything in between. he always says the rights thing, and ( Read more... )

everything in my life feels really good right now. i feel like i took a load off my shoulders. i was sick of being worried he was cheating on me, and of all the stupid bullshit and dead weight that comes with relationships. i still love him, i just think it's better off this way. i'm pretty sure he's over it too. which actually makes me feel better ( Read more... )