hey hey hey.
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today is the day.

seriously, i'm leaving in two hours to get bethany.
i might cry.
fuck that, i will cry.
i'm pathetic, but god i miss her so much!

anyways, i have a migraine.
it's putting a downer on my moment.
oh well.

god, bush is giving his damn speech.
he is so lame.
i love how he just pointed out five black guys to try and prove he's not ( Read more... )

i am still infuriated.
but only with certain people.

i had an okay day, i was feisty. 
oh well.
i think it was the lack of sleep.
oh well.
tomorrow will be better because BETHANY IS COMING.
i love that girl. [:
i am so excited to see her.
it's been six months.
that's the longest we've gone without seeing eachother.

anyways, i am exhausted.
and i have a ( Read more... )

 so, i am infuriated right now.
because people are idiots.

but other than that i am well.
i'm avoiding my life by watching hours of television dramas.
it's lovely.
i got into colby-sawyer.
i don't think i mentioned that before.
i'll probably end up there.
apparently wheatley's dropping out. [:

( awesome people. [: )

 here are a few things i have learned this weekend.

1. smelling like an ashtray is not okay.
2. my sisters boyfriend, cody, is moving in.
3. sarah's closet is the shit. [:
4. pandora is my musical hero. [thank you xiao xiao!]
5. me love you long time.
6. i'm in one of those non-caring phases. nothing is important and everything is relevant.
7. clementines ( Read more... )

 over thinking.

but seriously, i am.
i guess i'm just stressed because i keep over thinking everything.
every little thing.
i need to start writing, it'll help get my mind off of everything.
otherwise i'll go mad.
and that's not okay.

wheatley is coming home today.
:/
gag me with a spoon.
meh, at least i get to go to sarah xiao xiao's and have some fuuuun ( Read more... )

 hey, so today was pretty good. [:
school was school.
after rose, sara, wes and i went to starbucks,
and we made an awesome vlog.
you should check it out on YOUTUBE[willtakeoverlife].
anyways, then wes, sara, and i went to smoke.
and there were these girls at the spot.
so we were like, whateeeeva,
and they were the same.
so when they went to leave we were ( Read more... )

 i now realize why snow days are kind of bad.
i mean, they aren't bad.
but they are unproductive.
i mean, it's five and i haven't done a thing.
but then again, i did sleep til 10:30, so that was nice. [:

( Survey. )

 i just quit on a book.
i couldn't read it anymore.
i want to know what happens though.
but the book is so obnoxious to read.
oh well.

so, i feel reallly busy this week.
i have to write a paper, make a brochure, do the art assignment, figure what the hell math is all about, read the stupid english story, and write religions reactions. 
i have a coffee ( Read more... )

 who knew that school could actually make me feel better?
i sure as hell didn't.
well, we found panties this morning. he was locked in a file cabinet in the basement. we have no idea how. but the fact we found him has made my mom calm down.
other shit still sucks, but we're a tight family. we'll figure it out.

moving on,
school was good.
i finished my ( Read more... )

i feel like i have a hangover, but i haven't had more than a few sips of wine.

i know it's stress.
there is serious family drama.
and i haven't told anyone.
except today i just dumped it all on ben.
i am so inconsiderate.
i just needed to tell someone, but i told him.
why him?
i have no idea.
because we were talking.
that is literally the only answer i have.
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