things are kind of complicated lately ( Read more... )

until i moved here, i was obsessed with decorating my space. i don't know whether i just lost interest after decorating the rest of the house:


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i just went to a five hour brainwashing class for my new job. because i signed forms saying i wouldn't talk smack about the corporation, i can't say much more. suffice it to say it was boring and long and i had a headache that wouldn't go away. and there was this other girl in the class that was KILLING ME. apparently she worked for the company ( Read more... )

when k. used to dream about me, it always involved balloons. sometimes i was one and sometimes i carried one. always it was an issue of holding on, letting go, and following ( Read more... )

seven months without cigarettes today. and the funny thing is, i woke up with chest pains. go figure.

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weirdly depressed ( Read more... )

before she tested positive, i never dreamed of corpses ( Read more... )

"the word 'influence' had received the sense of 'having a power over another' as early as the scholastic latin of aquinas, but not for centuries was it to lose its root meaning of 'inflow,' and its prime meaning of an emanation or force coming in upon makind from the stars. as first used, the be influenced meant to receive an ethereal fluid ( Read more... )