Fic: Change 4/?
Title: Change 4/?
Pairings: Yunjae with a side of OCJae
Summary: Who knew that Jaejoong would be building a family out of a fling and who knew that his past will come back to haunt him. Jaejoong finds himself in a situation whereby a film contract is on his hand, he has JYJ members, company and family to please and oh, not forgetting a baby is on its way. Now throw in his ex-bandmates into the concoction and you've got a rollercoaster ride ready.
Rating: PG-15
Warnings: Canon with a dash of AU! Mpreg!
Disclaimer: Not mine. :(
“Our plan is not proceeding as expected.” A very important man sitting on an expensive leather chair spoke. His fingers continued to tap onto the papers seated upon his desk while his other hand was being used to rub his throbbing temple. It required a lot of mental strength and brain power for a man in his position. “In fact with Jaejoong revealing so many personal issues to the press, we have nothing to leverage on.”
Yunho and Changmin sat in front of their CEO listening intently. Both of them felt uncomfortable in their seats, not knowing what waited for them next. The tensions between SM and JYJ had not subsided even with the lawsuit done. SM had tried blacklisting JYJ from all television broadcasts but with the lawsuit over, their power was weakening. So SM had decided to employ another strategy to bring down the trio which was to get involved in their activities and play dirty by uprooting them from their involvement by tipping the press with JYJ’s secrets to harm their reputation. They had missed their golden opportunity of revealing Jaejoong’s personal involvements since Jongyun had come clean about them.
“We still want you to continue on the project, Yunho, it’s a great film and it would be good for your career.” Kim Young Min said. “But you still have keep tabs on Kim Jaejoong.”
“Of course.” Yunho answered stiffly. Changmin kept silent next to him.
“Alright then, Yunho will continue filming and Changmin will be doing his variety show.” Kim Yong Min concluded. “You are dismissed.”
--
“I have said it and I will say it again, I hate, no detest, what SM is doing.” Changmin said as the two settled into their apartment away from prying eyes and eavesdropping ears.
“I know but we have to do what we are told to.” Yunho sighed, rubbing his tired face. Yunho had agreed to the whole arrangement with his own set rules decided upon by Changmin and himself. The two had decided to go with the flow, agreeing to bring down the trio but they had privately decided that they will not truly go along with idea. If they did find out something about the trio, they would never reveal it. Now they were just glad that SM was realizing that their plan was big failure since they had achieved nothing at all.
“How is Jaejoong?” Changmin asked. He missed the three of them and whatever updates he would get were from mutual friends who were the only ones keeping him connected to them. It got really lonely just with Yunho and him.
“Not so good.” Yunho answered as Changmin looked concerned. “He fainted on set yesterday.”
“What happened?” Changmin asked quickly.
“He was dehydrated and his sugar levels were low due to morning sickness.” Yunho explained.
“I still can’t believe that he is going to have a baby.” Changmin stated. He was indeed very shocked when he had learnt about his and Jongyun’s relationship and even more so when he heard about the baby. Although he had always known Jaejoong’s long living dream was to have a small little family but he didn’t think he would act on the dream this soon especially when it was so close to being dead. Changmin could still remember how Jaejoong would always fantasize about having children and how he would come up with all these crazy names for them. Then there was Yunho who would shoot down each idea saying that Jaejoong had to remain focused on their career. That was only the beginning to the fall of their relationship.
“It could have been yours.” Changmin commented offhandedly, wanting to see Yunho’s reaction.
“Changmin…” Yunho warned him but he could still remember…
“Oh just look at you!” Jaejoong cooed at his nephew who was barely a few months old. DBSK had finally gotten a day break and Jaejoong had wanted to spend it with the newest member of his huge family. Yunho had decided to accompany Jaejoong to his sister’s house and was now sitting beside him listening to him croon at the little baby.
“Alright, Jae, I think this little man is ready to go to sleep now.” Yunho said as he observed how the little baby’s eyes were drooping close. Yunho outstretched his arms and Jaejoong passed the little boy to him. He stood up and placed the baby gently into his crib.
“You’re really good with children, Yunho.” Jaejoong’s sister who was observing the three of them commented. “Maybe you guys should consider having one.” She suggested, mischievously winking at Jaejoong.
“Oh, I don’t think so, noona, at least not just yet. DBSK is at great place and I think we should be focusing on our band right now.” Yunho replied, not noticing how Jaejoong’s smile was now a deep frown.
“Alright then, I will leave you two to rest up while I’ll see how that dinner is coming along.” She said and walked off towards the kitchen.
“You really don’t want to have a kid, Yunho?” Jaejoong asked as Yunho settled next to him and had taken him into his arms.
“Jaejoong…we have been over this before. The time isn’t right.” Yunho replied. It was true, they had had this conversation several times. But Jaejoong was getting impatient. After all, they had been together for 5 years already and they were not getting younger. With DBSK settling itself at the top of their game, it was perfect time when they took things like their personal lives into their own hands rather than the company controlling them like puppets disallowing them to date, marry or start a family.
Yunho took his hand and brought him closer, kissing him softly. “Just a few more years alright.” Yunho whispered reassuring his lover.
“Hyung?” Changmin shook Yunho out of his reverie. Yunho shook his head wanting to get rid of the memories.
“Do you ever think we made a mistake…?” Changmin asked. Yunho looked at Changmin but kept his silence. Mistakes…they had made too many of them.
--
Jaejoong was feeling rather nervous about today. Not only did he have a doctor’s appointment scheduled for the day but he was also shooting his first bed scene with Seung Hoon shi. This would be his first bed scene in his career but nudity was something that Jaejoong wasn’t shy about. The pressurising issue was acting with such an experienced actor like Seung Hoon who had done multiple bed scenes previously and the constant worry that he might do something wrong and completely embarrass himself. The only comforting thought was that Jongyun had decided to come on set today to support him.
Jaejoong stood completely nude except for his underwear as the makeup artist touched up makeup on his body making sure that it looked completely flawless. And it did. Jaejoong had beautiful skin and body structure so with some makeup and good lighting his body looked completely edible. Even his little bump which was still tiny was hidden by the good contouring makeup done by her.
“Alright! You’re ready to go!” The girl announced once the makeup brush left Jaejoong’s body. Jaejoong said his thanks and stepped out to the bedroom set with Jongyun where Seung Hoon was already waiting for him. The script director came over him and instructed him on which scene they were shooting so that he could recall his positions and lines accurately.
“Okay! Get to your positions, people!” Director Lee called out. Jongyun gave him a supportive pat on the shoulder as Jaejoong advanced towards the bed and lied down while Seung Hoon stripped off his remaining clothes and climb atop the bed, straddling Jaejoong. Jaejoong did not have to be completely nude in his scene as long as he was on the bottom while Seung Hoon had to strip off everything since he was on top and had camera panning over him.
“And action!” He ordered. Choi Hyun and Kyung Sam looked passionately at each other before their lips connected in frenzy leading to a full blown make out session. Jaejoong and Seung Hoon had not bothered practising beforehand instead trusted each other’s skill in bed. They stopped kissing each other to once again look fervently into each other’s eyes before Seung Hood used his hands to throw open Jaejoong’s legs.
“And cut!” The director yelled. “That was good but I think we might need more camera angles. 15 minutes to the retake!”
Seung Hoon got off Jaejoong and slipped back into his robe as the makeup artists came running to him to touch up where the makeup had rubbed off. Meanwhile Jaejoong sat up and looked around for Jongyun. Jongyun was standing near the rest of the crew smiling and giving him a thumbs up.
“You were really into that scene.” Jongyun teased as Jaejoong came over. He wiped Jaejoong’s glistening lip using his thumb. But before they continue to sink into their own little world, the makeup girl came over to touch up on Jaejoong’s face makeup.
“Jaejoong! We need you on set!” The script director called as Jaejoong reluctantly separated from Jongyun and went over to the director.
They had decided to continue shooting rather than retaking that scene again because the current camera arrangement was better for the later scenes. They could always do a retake once the more cameras had been setup.
“Alright, Jaejoong, you have to take off all your clothes for this scene.” The script director instructed. Jaejoong nodded and hesitantly took off the last piece of clothing he wore. He went over to the bed and lied down. Seung Hoon was quick enough to come over as he once again assumed his former position and got on top Jaejoong.
“Alright! Action!” the director called out as the cameras focused on the couple. The two resumed their make out session. Kyungsam’s hands slowly travelled down Choi Hyun’s sides, only stopping when reached his thighs. Kyungsam took a moment to detach himself from Choi Hyun’s lips as his arms hooked under Choi Hyun’s legs and threw them open. He then settled between those milky thighs.
Jaejoong unknowing bit his lower lip as their nether regions brushed against each other. Seung Hoon smiled down kindly at him, mentally reminding him to relax and let their bodies respond naturally.
You could see Kyungsam’s lower body rocking against Choi Hyun who was throwing his head back in pleasure. Kyungsam then scrambled up again kiss Choi Hyun as they continued loving each other.
“And cut!”
“You alright?” Seung Hoon asked he got off Jaejoong. The crew girls rushed up to them offering them their robes. Seung Hoon quickly took Jaejoong’s and handed it to him to cover up.
“Yes, I’m fine, thanks.” Jaejoong replied, quickly tying the cloth around him.
“Alright guys, that shot looks fine so the next scene is due after lunch. I will see you guys then!” the director said getting off his chair.
Jongyun strode up to Jaejoong, putting his arm around the robed actor. “You did well!” He said before kissing Jaejoong’s cheek. Jaejoong smiled at his fiancé.
“Shall we go for lunch?” Seung Hoon gestured as the couple nodded in agreement. Just as they were about to make their way to the catering area, they saw Yunho standing with the crew.
“Hey, Yunho buddy!” Seung Hoon called out. “Wanna grab some lunch with us?” Yunho’s face looked extremely put off with his eyes narrowed solely on Seung Hoon and then flickering back and forth between him and Jaejoong. He did not bother replying to Seung Hoon but instead silently joined the group to lunch.
--
“And then, I told him, ‘Get out of my car!’” Seung Hoon finished his story as both Jaejoong and Jongyun cracked up. Jaejoong and Seung Hoon who were now both clothed sat at table with Jongyun and Yunho having lunch that had been sponsored by Jongyun for the day. He has especially ordered spicy jiggae that Jaejoong had been craving more than ever these days.
“Get you a refill?” Jongyun asked Jaejoong who was done with his bowl of jiggae as he stood up to get a second helping. Jaejoong nodded as he passed Jongyun his bowl.
“I’ll come with you.” Seung Hoon stood up with his plate which was empty as well.
As soon as the two men left to get their plates filled again, Jaejoong turned to Yunho. “Why are you acting this way?” He asked Yunho who seemed to have a dark cloud over his head. His foul mood was irritating Jaejoong but Yunho simply shrugged in reply.
“Wait!” It finally clicked. “Are you upset over the scene just now?”
Yunho quickly looking up sharply at Jaejoong answered his question, confirming that indeed it upset Yunho. Yunho turned back to his food.
“Yunho, look at me.” Jaejoong ordered. He knew about Yunho’s streaks of jealously. He had often experienced it while they had been dating. Anyone who had approached Jaejoong with the wrong intentions had gotten stared down by Yunho. “It was just acting alright? Also, you are no longer my boyfriend so I don’t think you are entitled to be jealous. That’s now Jongyun’s entitlement.”
But before Yunho could reply, Jongyun had arrived with his and Jaejoong’s food. “Entitled to what?” he asked only having heard Jaejoong’s last sentence. He placed Jaejoong’s jiggae next to his plate.
“To having…”Jaejoong had to think quickly as he obviously did not want to repeat what they had been really conversing about. “That role in Moonhong shi’s film.”
Jongyun laughed. “It’s not an entitlement, Jae, I haven’t officially claimed it yet.”
“Are you planning to?” Seung Hoon prompted as he sat down as well.
“Yes, that should be happening soon.” Jongyun smiled feeling really happy about the role. Yunho turned to look sharply at Jongyun now. Just a week ago, Jaejoong had told him that he was unhappy about Jongyun taking the role but it seemed like Jongyun had gone along with it anyway. Then again, Yunho didn’t have the right judge since he hadn’t been any better to Jaejoong while they were together. How many times had he rejected Jaejoong’s idea to start a family in order to focus on his career? But Yunho had regretted doing that since Jaejoong and he spilt.
He turned to look at Jaejoong who had also been frowning when Jongyun had mentioned about accepting the role soon. Jaejoong berated himself for even bringing up the topic.
--
“Thank you for coming to the set today.” Jaejoong and Jongyun had only managed to reach home at midnight after the tedious day filled with filming and following doctor’s appointment. Now, they had finally climbed into bed and were lazing around before surrendering themselves to sleep. Jaejoong tenderly kissed Jongyun. Jongyun returned the kiss but with more rigour.
“You looked so hot today.” Jongyun confessed. Seeing Jaejoong act in all those bed scenes was indeed a turn on. Although, Jaejoong was expecting a little jealousy from Jongyun seeing that he was right there while they were filming the bed scenes but Jongyun had not even flinched. He was truly a professional unlike a certain someone.
“It felt great knowing that you were there.” Jaejoong admitted as well. “I kept imagining you instead of Kyungsam on top of me.”
“Oh really?” Jongyun asked slyly. “Did you imagine me like this?” Jongyun asked teasingly as he rolled on top Jaejoong.
“Jongyun…”Jaejoong whined. “I’m tired.” He knew what Jongyun was getting at. Jongyun ignored Jaejoong plea and bent down to scope Jaejoong into kiss.
“Mmm…” Jaejoong moaned into the kiss despite rejecting Jongyun’s advanced earlier. Not wanting to prolong the foreplay since they were both tired, Jongyun blindly reached for the lube in the drawer, spreading some on his fingers as he reached to prepare Jaejoong. Jaejoong whimpered out loud at that. While preparing his lover, Jongyun transferred his
attention to Jaejoong’s neck next, using his heightened skin sensitivity to his advantage.
“Jaejoong…” Jongyun whispered against Jaejoong’s skin as he slipped into his lover who let out the most beautiful sound. Jaejoong clutched onto Jongyun as he moved in and out, loving Jaejoong slowly but surely. They both climaxed and finished with soul-searing kiss.
--
“Put some clothes on.” Jaejoong’s best friend requested of him. “Please.” Jaejoong ignored Yoochun. This was not the first time he was seeing Jaejoong in his underwear. They were best friends and they should tolerate that much at least. Yoochun had decided to come over to Jaejoog’s place for breakfast just before he set off for work.
“Morning, Yoochun.” Jongyun greeted as he strolled into the dining area in the same state of undress as Jaejoong..
“Morning.” Yoochun replied back. “What’s with you guys and not wearing clothes?” He gawked and then pulled a face when Jongyun turned away to make himself some morning toast. Jaejoong glared his friend. ‘Be nice!’ his eyes warned.
“Anyway, I wanted to talk to you about something.” Yoochun said finally getting to the point as to why he was here early in the morning interrupting Jongyun and Jaejoong from round 2.
“Did you know Changmin met up with Junsu?” Jaejoong spat out his orange juice upon hearing that.
“WHAT?!” Jaejoong exclaimed, disbelieving of what Yoochun just told him. After all these years of having no contact with the two males, this abrupt interaction with them was simply too shocking. A couple of months ago Yunho came barging into his life and now Changmin was contacting Junsu. What was happening exactly?
“Hey, babe, I gotta run. I have a couple of interviews today so I’ll see you tonight.” Jongyun came back to the table at which Jaejoong and Yoochun were seated at. He bent down to kiss Jaejoong and threw a wave goodbye at Yoochun before taking his leave.
“Where did they meet? What did he say?” Jaejoong asked as soon as Jongyun left.
“They met at the KBS building. Changmin was shooting a variety programme there and Junsu went for a recording.” Yoochun explained. “Apparently, they only got 15 minutes to talk before people came looking from them.”
“So what did Changmin have to say?” Jaejoong was very eager to know what Changmin would have to say after so many years.
“He warned Junsu about SM’s scheme. Something about how they are planning to spy on us using their artists and reveal anything that could possibly damage our reputation.” Yoochun explained further.
“But why?” Jaejoong questioned. Why would SM want to do that? Wasn’t blacklisting them enough? And why would Changmin warn Junsu? Did he do that out of pity after all these years ignoring their existence? Then what about Yunho?
“This means that Yunho joined the film to spy on me!” Jaejoong concluded, the gears finally shifting in his brain. It all made sense! Why else would SM want their artist to work in a film with Jaejoong? It was definitely not to support the film. It was all a fishy scheme to spy on them!
Yoochun shrugged, not knowing what to make out of the situation. “You really have to talk him, Jaejoong. We have wasted enough time.”
Jaejoong nodded. He was going to get to the bottom of this and finally settle things between him and Yunho for once.
--
“Jung Yunho!” Jaejoong stormed into Yunho’s trailer that very day while he was still getting make up done for his scene. “I need to talk to you. Alone.” Jaejoong looked pointedly at the stylist. She looked surprised at the raging actor but made her way out of trailer eventually.
“Something wrong?” Yunho asked with his eyebrows raised. For someone who avoided Yunho constantly, storming into his trailer definitely peaked his curiosity.
“You lying, scheming bastard!” Jaejoong growled as he grabbed the nearest cushion and hit Yunho over the head with it.
“Owww!” Yunho groaned. “What did I do?!”
“You lied and spied on me!” Jaejoong exclaimed, throwing down the cushion in a huff.
“I did no such thing!” Yunho defended himself as he stood up from his makeup chair.
“Oh so you didn’t follow what SM commanded of you? That’s new.” Jaejoong continued accusing his ex-bandmate.
“Hey! Be careful with what you’re trying to imply!” Yunho’s voice was also raised a notch. “And how do you know about what SM is doing?”
“Changmin told us.” Jaejoong answered.
“Changmin?!” Yunho felt sick. What if he had gotten caught talking to JYJ?
“He met Junsu incidentally and told him that SM is asking you guys to spy on us and spill the beans to the press.” Jaejoong told Yunho.
“Okay, Jaejoong, you have to hear me out on this.” Yunho said calmly after taking a couple of deep breathes. Jaejoong was not supposed to find out about this! He knew he had to explain the situation properly to Jaejoong before he took it the wrong way again. “Yes, SM did instruct us to do that.” Jaejoong looked enraged at that statement.
“But!” Yunho emphasised. “Changmin and I promised to not through with it. We never made an attempt to find out anything about you guys and even if we knew something, we never revealed anything to the media.”
“How can I trust you on this?” Jaejoong asked after hearing the explanation.
Yunho came forward towards Jaejoong and clasped his face in his hands. “Jaejoong, I might have let you down several times and made many mistakes but I would never lie to you or intentionally hurt you.”
“Then why are you doing this film if you’re not planning to spy on me?” Jaejoong asked, separating himself from Yunho by putting a small distance between them.
“It’s possible for me to like working for the film just like you!” Yunho said. “And also the fact that I want us to be friends again.”
“Why?” Why after so many years?
“Look, this wasn’t the way things should have turned out.” Yunho continued explaining himself. “The lawsuit was supposed to be against the company, not between us. But at that point of time, Changmin and I were angry that you guys went all out to leave the company instead of simply demanding a change in contract. We were scared as well. We didn’t know what will happen to us, to Dong Bang Skin Ki! And with all these various emotions and complicated situations, Changmin and I had decided to cut you all off on SM’s demands. But we have realized that we were wrong! We should have never made it come between us. We miss you guys.”
“Do you know how many times I called? How hard I tried to keep us together?” Jaejoong asked. He could feel the tears gathering in his eyes as the memories of those difficult days came rushing back to him.
“I know, Jae, I know!” Yunho sighed, his forehead now rested against Jaejoong’s. “I feel terrible. We feel terrible but now we want to make things right. Let’s be friends again.”
“Yun…” Jaejoong trailed off as tears started flowing down his cheeks. Yunho could feel his own throat tighten up at the sight of Jaejoong crying. His arms enclosed around Jaejoong’s frame, grabbing him into a hug.
“Let’s start all over, alright?”
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Pairings: Yunjae with a side of OCJae
Summary: Who knew that Jaejoong would be building a family out of a fling and who knew that his past will come back to haunt him. Jaejoong finds himself in a situation whereby a film contract is on his hand, he has JYJ members, company and family to please and oh, not forgetting a baby is on its way. Now throw in his ex-bandmates into the concoction and you've got a rollercoaster ride ready.
Rating: PG-15
Warnings: Canon with a dash of AU! Mpreg!
Disclaimer: Not mine. :(
“Our plan is not proceeding as expected.” A very important man sitting on an expensive leather chair spoke. His fingers continued to tap onto the papers seated upon his desk while his other hand was being used to rub his throbbing temple. It required a lot of mental strength and brain power for a man in his position. “In fact with Jaejoong revealing so many personal issues to the press, we have nothing to leverage on.”
Yunho and Changmin sat in front of their CEO listening intently. Both of them felt uncomfortable in their seats, not knowing what waited for them next. The tensions between SM and JYJ had not subsided even with the lawsuit done. SM had tried blacklisting JYJ from all television broadcasts but with the lawsuit over, their power was weakening. So SM had decided to employ another strategy to bring down the trio which was to get involved in their activities and play dirty by uprooting them from their involvement by tipping the press with JYJ’s secrets to harm their reputation. They had missed their golden opportunity of revealing Jaejoong’s personal involvements since Jongyun had come clean about them.
“We still want you to continue on the project, Yunho, it’s a great film and it would be good for your career.” Kim Young Min said. “But you still have keep tabs on Kim Jaejoong.”
“Of course.” Yunho answered stiffly. Changmin kept silent next to him.
“Alright then, Yunho will continue filming and Changmin will be doing his variety show.” Kim Yong Min concluded. “You are dismissed.”
--
“I have said it and I will say it again, I hate, no detest, what SM is doing.” Changmin said as the two settled into their apartment away from prying eyes and eavesdropping ears.
“I know but we have to do what we are told to.” Yunho sighed, rubbing his tired face. Yunho had agreed to the whole arrangement with his own set rules decided upon by Changmin and himself. The two had decided to go with the flow, agreeing to bring down the trio but they had privately decided that they will not truly go along with idea. If they did find out something about the trio, they would never reveal it. Now they were just glad that SM was realizing that their plan was big failure since they had achieved nothing at all.
“How is Jaejoong?” Changmin asked. He missed the three of them and whatever updates he would get were from mutual friends who were the only ones keeping him connected to them. It got really lonely just with Yunho and him.
“Not so good.” Yunho answered as Changmin looked concerned. “He fainted on set yesterday.”
“What happened?” Changmin asked quickly.
“He was dehydrated and his sugar levels were low due to morning sickness.” Yunho explained.
“I still can’t believe that he is going to have a baby.” Changmin stated. He was indeed very shocked when he had learnt about his and Jongyun’s relationship and even more so when he heard about the baby. Although he had always known Jaejoong’s long living dream was to have a small little family but he didn’t think he would act on the dream this soon especially when it was so close to being dead. Changmin could still remember how Jaejoong would always fantasize about having children and how he would come up with all these crazy names for them. Then there was Yunho who would shoot down each idea saying that Jaejoong had to remain focused on their career. That was only the beginning to the fall of their relationship.
“It could have been yours.” Changmin commented offhandedly, wanting to see Yunho’s reaction.
“Changmin…” Yunho warned him but he could still remember…
“Oh just look at you!” Jaejoong cooed at his nephew who was barely a few months old. DBSK had finally gotten a day break and Jaejoong had wanted to spend it with the newest member of his huge family. Yunho had decided to accompany Jaejoong to his sister’s house and was now sitting beside him listening to him croon at the little baby.
“Alright, Jae, I think this little man is ready to go to sleep now.” Yunho said as he observed how the little baby’s eyes were drooping close. Yunho outstretched his arms and Jaejoong passed the little boy to him. He stood up and placed the baby gently into his crib.
“You’re really good with children, Yunho.” Jaejoong’s sister who was observing the three of them commented. “Maybe you guys should consider having one.” She suggested, mischievously winking at Jaejoong.
“Oh, I don’t think so, noona, at least not just yet. DBSK is at great place and I think we should be focusing on our band right now.” Yunho replied, not noticing how Jaejoong’s smile was now a deep frown.
“Alright then, I will leave you two to rest up while I’ll see how that dinner is coming along.” She said and walked off towards the kitchen.
“You really don’t want to have a kid, Yunho?” Jaejoong asked as Yunho settled next to him and had taken him into his arms.
“Jaejoong…we have been over this before. The time isn’t right.” Yunho replied. It was true, they had had this conversation several times. But Jaejoong was getting impatient. After all, they had been together for 5 years already and they were not getting younger. With DBSK settling itself at the top of their game, it was perfect time when they took things like their personal lives into their own hands rather than the company controlling them like puppets disallowing them to date, marry or start a family.
Yunho took his hand and brought him closer, kissing him softly. “Just a few more years alright.” Yunho whispered reassuring his lover.
“Hyung?” Changmin shook Yunho out of his reverie. Yunho shook his head wanting to get rid of the memories.
“Do you ever think we made a mistake…?” Changmin asked. Yunho looked at Changmin but kept his silence. Mistakes…they had made too many of them.
--
Jaejoong was feeling rather nervous about today. Not only did he have a doctor’s appointment scheduled for the day but he was also shooting his first bed scene with Seung Hoon shi. This would be his first bed scene in his career but nudity was something that Jaejoong wasn’t shy about. The pressurising issue was acting with such an experienced actor like Seung Hoon who had done multiple bed scenes previously and the constant worry that he might do something wrong and completely embarrass himself. The only comforting thought was that Jongyun had decided to come on set today to support him.
Jaejoong stood completely nude except for his underwear as the makeup artist touched up makeup on his body making sure that it looked completely flawless. And it did. Jaejoong had beautiful skin and body structure so with some makeup and good lighting his body looked completely edible. Even his little bump which was still tiny was hidden by the good contouring makeup done by her.
“Alright! You’re ready to go!” The girl announced once the makeup brush left Jaejoong’s body. Jaejoong said his thanks and stepped out to the bedroom set with Jongyun where Seung Hoon was already waiting for him. The script director came over him and instructed him on which scene they were shooting so that he could recall his positions and lines accurately.
“Okay! Get to your positions, people!” Director Lee called out. Jongyun gave him a supportive pat on the shoulder as Jaejoong advanced towards the bed and lied down while Seung Hoon stripped off his remaining clothes and climb atop the bed, straddling Jaejoong. Jaejoong did not have to be completely nude in his scene as long as he was on the bottom while Seung Hoon had to strip off everything since he was on top and had camera panning over him.
“And action!” He ordered. Choi Hyun and Kyung Sam looked passionately at each other before their lips connected in frenzy leading to a full blown make out session. Jaejoong and Seung Hoon had not bothered practising beforehand instead trusted each other’s skill in bed. They stopped kissing each other to once again look fervently into each other’s eyes before Seung Hood used his hands to throw open Jaejoong’s legs.
“And cut!” The director yelled. “That was good but I think we might need more camera angles. 15 minutes to the retake!”
Seung Hoon got off Jaejoong and slipped back into his robe as the makeup artists came running to him to touch up where the makeup had rubbed off. Meanwhile Jaejoong sat up and looked around for Jongyun. Jongyun was standing near the rest of the crew smiling and giving him a thumbs up.
“You were really into that scene.” Jongyun teased as Jaejoong came over. He wiped Jaejoong’s glistening lip using his thumb. But before they continue to sink into their own little world, the makeup girl came over to touch up on Jaejoong’s face makeup.
“Jaejoong! We need you on set!” The script director called as Jaejoong reluctantly separated from Jongyun and went over to the director.
They had decided to continue shooting rather than retaking that scene again because the current camera arrangement was better for the later scenes. They could always do a retake once the more cameras had been setup.
“Alright, Jaejoong, you have to take off all your clothes for this scene.” The script director instructed. Jaejoong nodded and hesitantly took off the last piece of clothing he wore. He went over to the bed and lied down. Seung Hoon was quick enough to come over as he once again assumed his former position and got on top Jaejoong.
“Alright! Action!” the director called out as the cameras focused on the couple. The two resumed their make out session. Kyungsam’s hands slowly travelled down Choi Hyun’s sides, only stopping when reached his thighs. Kyungsam took a moment to detach himself from Choi Hyun’s lips as his arms hooked under Choi Hyun’s legs and threw them open. He then settled between those milky thighs.
Jaejoong unknowing bit his lower lip as their nether regions brushed against each other. Seung Hoon smiled down kindly at him, mentally reminding him to relax and let their bodies respond naturally.
You could see Kyungsam’s lower body rocking against Choi Hyun who was throwing his head back in pleasure. Kyungsam then scrambled up again kiss Choi Hyun as they continued loving each other.
“And cut!”
“You alright?” Seung Hoon asked he got off Jaejoong. The crew girls rushed up to them offering them their robes. Seung Hoon quickly took Jaejoong’s and handed it to him to cover up.
“Yes, I’m fine, thanks.” Jaejoong replied, quickly tying the cloth around him.
“Alright guys, that shot looks fine so the next scene is due after lunch. I will see you guys then!” the director said getting off his chair.
Jongyun strode up to Jaejoong, putting his arm around the robed actor. “You did well!” He said before kissing Jaejoong’s cheek. Jaejoong smiled at his fiancé.
“Shall we go for lunch?” Seung Hoon gestured as the couple nodded in agreement. Just as they were about to make their way to the catering area, they saw Yunho standing with the crew.
“Hey, Yunho buddy!” Seung Hoon called out. “Wanna grab some lunch with us?” Yunho’s face looked extremely put off with his eyes narrowed solely on Seung Hoon and then flickering back and forth between him and Jaejoong. He did not bother replying to Seung Hoon but instead silently joined the group to lunch.
--
“And then, I told him, ‘Get out of my car!’” Seung Hoon finished his story as both Jaejoong and Jongyun cracked up. Jaejoong and Seung Hoon who were now both clothed sat at table with Jongyun and Yunho having lunch that had been sponsored by Jongyun for the day. He has especially ordered spicy jiggae that Jaejoong had been craving more than ever these days.
“Get you a refill?” Jongyun asked Jaejoong who was done with his bowl of jiggae as he stood up to get a second helping. Jaejoong nodded as he passed Jongyun his bowl.
“I’ll come with you.” Seung Hoon stood up with his plate which was empty as well.
As soon as the two men left to get their plates filled again, Jaejoong turned to Yunho. “Why are you acting this way?” He asked Yunho who seemed to have a dark cloud over his head. His foul mood was irritating Jaejoong but Yunho simply shrugged in reply.
“Wait!” It finally clicked. “Are you upset over the scene just now?”
Yunho quickly looking up sharply at Jaejoong answered his question, confirming that indeed it upset Yunho. Yunho turned back to his food.
“Yunho, look at me.” Jaejoong ordered. He knew about Yunho’s streaks of jealously. He had often experienced it while they had been dating. Anyone who had approached Jaejoong with the wrong intentions had gotten stared down by Yunho. “It was just acting alright? Also, you are no longer my boyfriend so I don’t think you are entitled to be jealous. That’s now Jongyun’s entitlement.”
But before Yunho could reply, Jongyun had arrived with his and Jaejoong’s food. “Entitled to what?” he asked only having heard Jaejoong’s last sentence. He placed Jaejoong’s jiggae next to his plate.
“To having…”Jaejoong had to think quickly as he obviously did not want to repeat what they had been really conversing about. “That role in Moonhong shi’s film.”
Jongyun laughed. “It’s not an entitlement, Jae, I haven’t officially claimed it yet.”
“Are you planning to?” Seung Hoon prompted as he sat down as well.
“Yes, that should be happening soon.” Jongyun smiled feeling really happy about the role. Yunho turned to look sharply at Jongyun now. Just a week ago, Jaejoong had told him that he was unhappy about Jongyun taking the role but it seemed like Jongyun had gone along with it anyway. Then again, Yunho didn’t have the right judge since he hadn’t been any better to Jaejoong while they were together. How many times had he rejected Jaejoong’s idea to start a family in order to focus on his career? But Yunho had regretted doing that since Jaejoong and he spilt.
He turned to look at Jaejoong who had also been frowning when Jongyun had mentioned about accepting the role soon. Jaejoong berated himself for even bringing up the topic.
--
“Thank you for coming to the set today.” Jaejoong and Jongyun had only managed to reach home at midnight after the tedious day filled with filming and following doctor’s appointment. Now, they had finally climbed into bed and were lazing around before surrendering themselves to sleep. Jaejoong tenderly kissed Jongyun. Jongyun returned the kiss but with more rigour.
“You looked so hot today.” Jongyun confessed. Seeing Jaejoong act in all those bed scenes was indeed a turn on. Although, Jaejoong was expecting a little jealousy from Jongyun seeing that he was right there while they were filming the bed scenes but Jongyun had not even flinched. He was truly a professional unlike a certain someone.
“It felt great knowing that you were there.” Jaejoong admitted as well. “I kept imagining you instead of Kyungsam on top of me.”
“Oh really?” Jongyun asked slyly. “Did you imagine me like this?” Jongyun asked teasingly as he rolled on top Jaejoong.
“Jongyun…”Jaejoong whined. “I’m tired.” He knew what Jongyun was getting at. Jongyun ignored Jaejoong plea and bent down to scope Jaejoong into kiss.
“Mmm…” Jaejoong moaned into the kiss despite rejecting Jongyun’s advanced earlier. Not wanting to prolong the foreplay since they were both tired, Jongyun blindly reached for the lube in the drawer, spreading some on his fingers as he reached to prepare Jaejoong. Jaejoong whimpered out loud at that. While preparing his lover, Jongyun transferred his
attention to Jaejoong’s neck next, using his heightened skin sensitivity to his advantage.
“Jaejoong…” Jongyun whispered against Jaejoong’s skin as he slipped into his lover who let out the most beautiful sound. Jaejoong clutched onto Jongyun as he moved in and out, loving Jaejoong slowly but surely. They both climaxed and finished with soul-searing kiss.
--
“Put some clothes on.” Jaejoong’s best friend requested of him. “Please.” Jaejoong ignored Yoochun. This was not the first time he was seeing Jaejoong in his underwear. They were best friends and they should tolerate that much at least. Yoochun had decided to come over to Jaejoog’s place for breakfast just before he set off for work.
“Morning, Yoochun.” Jongyun greeted as he strolled into the dining area in the same state of undress as Jaejoong..
“Morning.” Yoochun replied back. “What’s with you guys and not wearing clothes?” He gawked and then pulled a face when Jongyun turned away to make himself some morning toast. Jaejoong glared his friend. ‘Be nice!’ his eyes warned.
“Anyway, I wanted to talk to you about something.” Yoochun said finally getting to the point as to why he was here early in the morning interrupting Jongyun and Jaejoong from round 2.
“Did you know Changmin met up with Junsu?” Jaejoong spat out his orange juice upon hearing that.
“WHAT?!” Jaejoong exclaimed, disbelieving of what Yoochun just told him. After all these years of having no contact with the two males, this abrupt interaction with them was simply too shocking. A couple of months ago Yunho came barging into his life and now Changmin was contacting Junsu. What was happening exactly?
“Hey, babe, I gotta run. I have a couple of interviews today so I’ll see you tonight.” Jongyun came back to the table at which Jaejoong and Yoochun were seated at. He bent down to kiss Jaejoong and threw a wave goodbye at Yoochun before taking his leave.
“Where did they meet? What did he say?” Jaejoong asked as soon as Jongyun left.
“They met at the KBS building. Changmin was shooting a variety programme there and Junsu went for a recording.” Yoochun explained. “Apparently, they only got 15 minutes to talk before people came looking from them.”
“So what did Changmin have to say?” Jaejoong was very eager to know what Changmin would have to say after so many years.
“He warned Junsu about SM’s scheme. Something about how they are planning to spy on us using their artists and reveal anything that could possibly damage our reputation.” Yoochun explained further.
“But why?” Jaejoong questioned. Why would SM want to do that? Wasn’t blacklisting them enough? And why would Changmin warn Junsu? Did he do that out of pity after all these years ignoring their existence? Then what about Yunho?
“This means that Yunho joined the film to spy on me!” Jaejoong concluded, the gears finally shifting in his brain. It all made sense! Why else would SM want their artist to work in a film with Jaejoong? It was definitely not to support the film. It was all a fishy scheme to spy on them!
Yoochun shrugged, not knowing what to make out of the situation. “You really have to talk him, Jaejoong. We have wasted enough time.”
Jaejoong nodded. He was going to get to the bottom of this and finally settle things between him and Yunho for once.
--
“Jung Yunho!” Jaejoong stormed into Yunho’s trailer that very day while he was still getting make up done for his scene. “I need to talk to you. Alone.” Jaejoong looked pointedly at the stylist. She looked surprised at the raging actor but made her way out of trailer eventually.
“Something wrong?” Yunho asked with his eyebrows raised. For someone who avoided Yunho constantly, storming into his trailer definitely peaked his curiosity.
“You lying, scheming bastard!” Jaejoong growled as he grabbed the nearest cushion and hit Yunho over the head with it.
“Owww!” Yunho groaned. “What did I do?!”
“You lied and spied on me!” Jaejoong exclaimed, throwing down the cushion in a huff.
“I did no such thing!” Yunho defended himself as he stood up from his makeup chair.
“Oh so you didn’t follow what SM commanded of you? That’s new.” Jaejoong continued accusing his ex-bandmate.
“Hey! Be careful with what you’re trying to imply!” Yunho’s voice was also raised a notch. “And how do you know about what SM is doing?”
“Changmin told us.” Jaejoong answered.
“Changmin?!” Yunho felt sick. What if he had gotten caught talking to JYJ?
“He met Junsu incidentally and told him that SM is asking you guys to spy on us and spill the beans to the press.” Jaejoong told Yunho.
“Okay, Jaejoong, you have to hear me out on this.” Yunho said calmly after taking a couple of deep breathes. Jaejoong was not supposed to find out about this! He knew he had to explain the situation properly to Jaejoong before he took it the wrong way again. “Yes, SM did instruct us to do that.” Jaejoong looked enraged at that statement.
“But!” Yunho emphasised. “Changmin and I promised to not through with it. We never made an attempt to find out anything about you guys and even if we knew something, we never revealed anything to the media.”
“How can I trust you on this?” Jaejoong asked after hearing the explanation.
Yunho came forward towards Jaejoong and clasped his face in his hands. “Jaejoong, I might have let you down several times and made many mistakes but I would never lie to you or intentionally hurt you.”
“Then why are you doing this film if you’re not planning to spy on me?” Jaejoong asked, separating himself from Yunho by putting a small distance between them.
“It’s possible for me to like working for the film just like you!” Yunho said. “And also the fact that I want us to be friends again.”
“Why?” Why after so many years?
“Look, this wasn’t the way things should have turned out.” Yunho continued explaining himself. “The lawsuit was supposed to be against the company, not between us. But at that point of time, Changmin and I were angry that you guys went all out to leave the company instead of simply demanding a change in contract. We were scared as well. We didn’t know what will happen to us, to Dong Bang Skin Ki! And with all these various emotions and complicated situations, Changmin and I had decided to cut you all off on SM’s demands. But we have realized that we were wrong! We should have never made it come between us. We miss you guys.”
“Do you know how many times I called? How hard I tried to keep us together?” Jaejoong asked. He could feel the tears gathering in his eyes as the memories of those difficult days came rushing back to him.
“I know, Jae, I know!” Yunho sighed, his forehead now rested against Jaejoong’s. “I feel terrible. We feel terrible but now we want to make things right. Let’s be friends again.”
“Yun…” Jaejoong trailed off as tears started flowing down his cheeks. Yunho could feel his own throat tighten up at the sight of Jaejoong crying. His arms enclosed around Jaejoong’s frame, grabbing him into a hug.
“Let’s start all over, alright?”
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