Life is going pretty well ( Read more... )

This pretty much sums up the last 3 months so far: (including facts & thoughts ( Read more... )

It's official. Jeremy is deploying to Iraq in a few hours. This is killing me like crazy. Im going to miss him so much... Hope he'll be safe over there. I wont be able to see him for 4 months.. but after that 4 months, we'll be getting married. I cannot wait.. but right now, Im just absolutely filled with worries about his deployment. Got these ( Read more... )

I really need to start on that thing for Jeremy but I cannot with some stuff I need to get :P I think he'll like it ^.^ Only if I ever get it done. >.Went shopping with dad and tried to find some stuff for mom that he can get her... 2 books, DVDs. I got her that Mr&Mrs. Smith DVD a while back so thats considered a gift =P Got dad a keychain digital ( Read more... )

Im doing alright -- Still coping on the fact about my grandmother. She sounds to be doing well. ^.^ Hope it all works out.

On the brighter side; it's just TWO more days before I get to see Jeremy!

WHEE!

I cannot wait. HOLYBALLSACK! <3Jeremy just started working again since he's out of school, so the schedule kind of sucks. We aren't able to ( Read more... )

I just got a letter from my grandmother, mentioning that she's been dealing with cancer since 2004. Her right breast is removed and is undergoing chemotherapy. I'm utterly upset; numb and in shock. She didn't tell me or Phillip.. about this. I wish she did.

The feelings from yesterday had literally dragged me down today.. Just basically had no energy whatsoever -- but the sight of Jeremy uplifted my spirits. Talking with him all day is better than doing anything else. I also had to clean up the apartment because I was feeling uncomfortable -blush- Quite a neat freak? Yes. I don't have OCD or anything ( Read more... )

Gosh, hi everybody -- Courtney's back! ;)

Say hi, already.

When are these people going to quit their whining? I swear, this is basically a middle-aged site.. and I thought they'd act like adults? But no.... Weird, isn't it? Ha ha. They were only thinking of themselves expecting things are supposed to be all perfect for every one of them.. Please. Dream on -- Act your age. If you want to be on the site; ( Read more... )

I went out on a date with Bryan all day yesterday -- We met on bangme.net lol -- Let me tell you.. He's awesome ( Read more... )