so my doc reduced the amount of prozac i'm on. i just cant seem to find the right medicine to help me. i was on 20 miligrams of prozac now on 10. i was feeling very mean and aggressive and she thinks that i might hav just been on too much. hopefully this works. i am sick and tired of bouncing around on meds trying to find one that works right ( Read more... )

my little guy broke his leg :( jumping on a trampoline at his cousins house. he hads two fractures one on the top of his femur by his knee and the other one is by his ankle. he is in a splint until monday that goes up to his hip. he cant even pick up his leg if he wanted to because the splint is so heavy. poor baby.

today is mine and james' one year wedding anniversary... feels like we've been married for the 3 and a half years we've been together. can't really celebrate not sure if we would if we could. i finally started my new med. *fingers crossed* hope it works.

made it home, feels like that whole week didnt even happen. maybe thats a good thing. mothers day sucked 3 years of being parents and james still cant manage to even buy me a card. i just dont get him.

why am i tempted to do something stupid?

well here i am in arizona again. this time it isnt for fun. i'm here to help donna. long time friend/mother figure. she just had surgery on her shoulder. same shoulder thats been bothering her for as long as i've known her. she is practically immobile so i've come to help. she doesnt have anyone here except for rex and he cant handle it all, ( Read more... )

well we finally found a place, its a huge two bedroom apt. its a pretty decent neighborhood and about halfway from james' moms to my sisters house. we are all settled and i unpacked my last box yesterday woohoo! now i'm setting up doctors appointments for the babies and myself and should be back on the wonderful meds within a couple of weeks. ( Read more... )

well we made it to albuquerque....hmm not really sure what to say next my feelings and emotions are so up in the air right now. i havent been on my meds in over a week, because when james and i were fighting the weekend before we left (huge blowout) i got pissed off at a comment he made about me not being on my meds when i was. which to me was ( Read more... )

well we are moving on sunday, we are almost all the way packed just a few last minute things that cant go till the last second. i find myself being very down lately. i keep thinking about how this was the first home we brought our little girl to, and to see it empty is going to be really hard. as much as i dislike vegas i feel really depressed ( Read more... )

getting ready for our big move. 600 miles away from here... *sigh* having a yard sale tomorrow to get rid of some of our junk hopefully it will be a success. nice yard sale in the heat. crazy how fast it got hot. little boy has a really bad rash all over his body looks like 3rd degree burns on his little bottom its a virus that spreads through ( Read more... )