baby to you, all i am, is the invisible man.

i cant. i really cant. i read your words again, and again, and again, and i'm trying to gain strength from them. but it seems everytime i try. i fail ( Read more... )

its 2019.

and the same shit never gets old. frankly, i'm so tired. so so tired.

most harrowing dream i've had in a while ( Read more... )

its a little confusing. it was as if i was back in CJC, at the brink of taking my A levels examination. Surprisingly, my teacher was Ms Elaine Yee (from hwachong days), and i was warned not to be late the next day. so school ended at 9pm (ikr) and after packing up and doing some work, i decided to head home. by then it was around 10pm, so i took a ( Read more... )

do you believe in coincidences? and fate ( Read more... )

whenever i get stuck in this rut, i always turn to the same few old posts (the ones tagged with a particular tag). and that one letter. they give me a little bit of solace. a little bit of ability to breathe again ( Read more... )

i can't do this to myself anymore.

i think that i come back to this little corner of my soul only when things get complicated ( Read more... )

my last entry here was in august.

since then, things have changed, although it seems like it has just been a short time.

i guess i have been living from day to day. doing rather crazy things. spending alot of money. trudging by on work.

i'll do a more pensive post next time. this is just the filler.