I feel like I am in one, right in the thick of it...not even the eye...because it's not calm.

A song that hit me hard today ( Read more... )

Do you ever just want to say Take Me BACK!! I wasn't ready! I'm still not ready! Take me back to that place...please. I'm on my knees! I don't think I learned everything, I don't think I slowed down...it went too fast...and now I am here in this world and I feel so alone! We've all drifted to distance places...we are all different people now. ( Read more... )

I did this survey over 3 years ago,...funny thing is I was again waiting for my laundry...I am here until my laundry is done...so thought I would fill it in ( Read more... )

I think one of the greatest things we can do for ourselves is look back and make sure we don't forget where we have come from.

I left my heart in Colorado...and I don't neccesarily want it back because I am fine with where it's at...I just want to be in Colorado too. Seriously.

I'm going to go make a cake at 5:30am...because if I can't sleep...why not bake a cake...right?

I'm falling in love with this world again, this strange quaint little world, that I never thought I could. There was so much damage, and I finally feel like it's starting to heal, or that maybe enough time has passed that the sand is starting to cover the hurt, and soften the pain. I've spent an entire week in my house by myself, and it feels ( Read more... )

When did i become unloveable. school is on the brain. need to tell my grandmothers story. still not over grandpa. or ready for that adult idea. standards are too high. dissapointed. not going to lie. seriosly...dissapointed. and need to sleep.

Two funerals (yes...two) plus Eight hours of work=a very very tired and emotionally drained Ashley.

It's been a long week.

I think I want to write a one woman show.

I also think I want to buy a house.

and go back to school...

Just some thoughts...none of which are really valid after a day like today...but maybe tomorrow...

Gas Prices are ridiculous. Global Warming Scares me. Our world is scaring me. Politics are out of control.

It's been almost 10 years. I think it's high time I get back on the bike.