For those who didn't realize... I hate this journal now... so I got a new one...

The Chris Kelly

The final goodbye I must say. I am dead to world. Bees, trees, I don't see these things, I only see cold. As I take, this rope and hang it, remember all is well, as I drift to a happier place now, far from this hell. My heart it bleeds, thats not one of my needs. With all my mascara running down my cheek, noone can speak words to help me. So I ( Read more... )

It is the end for me. I made this picture in photoshop. it really says alot about how I feel :(

My insides feel like this... I am gonna go cut myself now.


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I've finally decided, I will learn PHP... and I will make my site into an opinion site of sorts. With my opinion on issues. It will pretty much be my blog... but, I won't post my personal life stuff on it... that's what livejournal is for.

Before I go to sleep... I remembered the pokemon cards I made for Zeus(my bastard cat), and Pretty(my wonderful dog).


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Since currently... I have total writing block... I will just cover Hell Awaits, by slayer.

Ok... maybe I am a pussy... I needed to vent... SO be it... you are better... just leave us alone.

Has anyone heard about that woman in france, that got a face transplant? There is no pictures of her face!! that's all I want to see!!!

This is the only picture I have found.


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Knowing... i'm the only one she wants to be with in the lover way, and the only one that matters in the lover way, and everybody else, just matters in the friends way to her, makes me feel good.

What a fucking night. The only thing keeping me from ending it all right now, is her... how ironic... cause I have not completely lost her yet ( Read more... )