A Motherfucking Epic LJ Entry.

[azn_gangstah]

Yeah, I'm bored so I'm gonna post an entry. Entertainment for the both of us, yes? Yeah, that's right. I know you're reading this 'cause you're bored as fucking shit too. Don't worry, I know the feeling. Too bad this entry's gonna be fucking boring too. Don't get excited over the title of the entry. I apologize in advance for your boredom! Oh,

Comments

[azn_gangstah]

Ooh, I see. Mm.. yeah, stopping cold turkey = rush of emotions = al;dfkjal;sdfkj (overwhelmed) = must stop it = suicide? Yeah, I mean.. my friend's didn't understand it completely but they tried really hard to and kept an open mind about it. Yeah, I ignore a lotta adds and crap on myspace and reject a bunch on facebook ('cause I'm an asshole like that).

[her_inanition]

I say keep at the meds and hopefully the medication stops making you a feel nothing zombie.
I mean from what you have been telling me I would be getting frustrated. I like being able to feel things. But when all you feel is sadness maybe not feeling things right now is for the best, but then again when you are in a pleasant situation your mind is numb to the fact that you're feeling happy. : /
Only a few more weeks to go until you reach the six week mark. I hope it gets better <3
I'm glad hanging out with your friends went well, I was hoping for the best. It's good to know people can accept you after you've been through some changes and that you no longer have to be funny all the time. You can just be you and know you're still accepted which is great! I'm happy for you : D
*Sneeze* I lurv you too Crystal, you dork face xD
Kudos to me I read the whole thing!!!
son of a bitch you said holy fuck, holy shit girl stop fucking cussing, shit!!

[azn_gangstah]

Yeah, I know. Zombie pills. :x I'm willing to stay on it just to see how it goes. I don't really have much to lose. I hope it gets better 6+ weeks too.

Hah, but yeah.. it's a very strange feeling not being able to laugh but wanting to at the same time. I really wanted to laugh but it wouldn't come out! At times I felt like I was out of it, like absent-minded too.

I've got great friends. I'm so thankful for them. I'm working on letting them know I appreciate them 'cause they should know. I'm not good at expressing affection. I'm working on it though.

It's great knowing they like me, for... me. Not just my sense of humor because there's so much more to me than just jokes--you should know that, at least I hope so.

Three days, dudette!<33

Yeah, you're crazy for reading the whole entry. Kept you slightly entertained though, yeah? :]

P.S. I didn't cuss in this comment. I fucking win.

[bigfeetjlu]

my friend was on prozac too and she had hte same reaction as you. she said that she did feel better the longer she was on it. but she tried to get off of it and it made her feel really tired and sleepy all the time. i guess it's just full circle when you start it and try to get off of it. sorry about all that. going on drugs is never really that fun. even though i do love my asthma inhaler!! hahaha

[azn_gangstah]

Whoa, you read this entry? How are you Justine? Haha, wow that was unexpected. Well in your friend's case, I suppose this gives me hope? Kind of at least... I'll feel better later on, yeah? We shall see!

[azn_gangstah]

Oh shnaps, you read it too? I guess it's 'cause of the title of the entry. Sorry, it wasn't as "epic" as its title. Yeah, I hope I'm gonna feel better and all that jazz. Thanks Heathador The Burninator. :]