Not posting here anymore.

I'm done.

And if this be, our last conversation
If this be, the last time that we speak for awhile
Don't lose hope and don't let go.

Trazodone isn't keeping me asleep anymore or something. I've been sleeping 5 hours only.

Read/find books on...

- Taoism
- Confucianism
- Chinese sunflowers? (Symbolizes "hope")
- The Plague Dogs
- Mark Twain
- Fight Club

"True virtue of life is lived like water. Flowing easily, moving away from resistance and collusion... always delicate, graceful, and calm." - Taoism belief

Trazodone (anti-depressant as a sleep-aid for my insomnia) and Xanax (for my panic/anxiety attacks) are going to be my best friends for the next couple of weeks.

I'm wiped out.

I drink my coffee black.

I'm so worn out and drained, but at the same time... I'm fighting harder than ever ( Read more... )

What a crazy week.

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