I'm finally gonna visit your grave after all these years. How long has it been? Since Oct. '05? Fuck, I'm a horrible person. It's so hard to go back... I'm glad I sucked shit up and I'm coming though. See you in a few hours.

R.I.P.
Sharon Tsai
7.08.88 - 7.31.05I'm going in-fucking-sane ( Read more... )

I had that numb feeling I had when I first started taking Prozac. I don't wanna feel anything. I wanna be apathetic. The numbness and apathy is gone so I'm fucked.

I can feel again.

I'd like two shots of cyanide in my iced coffee
Oh, and a Vicodin Muffin, please.

I seriously have no fucking idea as to what's going on anymore. It feels like I got all the puzzle pieces but none of them seem to fit because they've become disfigured after having them be forced together with the wrong pieces over and over, and over again.

Tonight I'm coming home in a coma ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sure that's done and over with.

We'll peek to the left ( Read more... )

- Friend showed me a poem he wrote about a crazy dream he had ( Read more... )

Panic attacks.

This is what happens when fear ( Read more... )

thanks to my granny, she woke my ass up as usual. She's always so friggin' noisy in the morning 'cause of her bad hearing. Then, at night she snores morbidly loud.

I can't fall back asleep!