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help ... sigh
i can't help but remember ( Read more... ) -
this has been pissing me off for a while
I can't say this on fb because she's my friend ( Read more... ) -
~_~ a different kind of imposter syndrome
I don't understand. sigh. i don't feel as part of the society but rather outside of it. i exist inside and i can communicate.. yet i don't get WHY i have to communicate in a certain way ( Read more... ) -
It's like being stoned. having two things just ...pushing me to nonexistence rofl
sometimes i just past out. after just exhausting all the energy that's left in me. i just collapse, resting my head on my desk ( Read more... ) -
Tactics
Well with 21 credits. 11 work hours per a week.
kendo club - 4 hours
fencing club - 2-6 hours.
I'm overloading myself with work.
Kinda...want to kill myself so i won't have time for friends or relationships.
D: so far i'm dying. XD -
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things that make me sad ( Read more... ) -
Sigh... fate
...sigh ... why do i keep on rejecting people in my life ( Read more... ) -
Fate Layout
Ah finally a new layout... i spent forever coloring fate... i feel as if i can't remember how to make headers or icons
but nonethless fate is cute...
i tried to take away the "this is a porn ad" element...not that this scan was from a doujin lol.. it's from deviant i think
original and color... total time about 10 hours (with lj?)
This is also the ( Read more... ) -
A journal for Despair
I feel as if this is the only place... i can vent my emotions ( Read more... )