It's been awhile since I've felt this way and been this conflicted. College is just making all this more complicated. Whoopee

I held hands with a girl today. And when we moved our hands so our fingers could intertwine, i remembered that the world has light.

I believe that i have been tamed.

I just want someone that i can talk to again. thats all. someone that i know i could call right now, even though its not really that late, and they would pick up and talk to me if i asked them to, if i really needed it. someone who actually had a cell phone so i wouldnt have to call a home phone so i could call them anytime for sure, someone who i ( Read more... )

That's two Bakers Square waitresses, from two separate Baker's Square's, that thought we were dating. Well, one just assumed it and didnt ask, but the last one flat out asked.

"No...we're just really, really good friends."

Guess who said it?

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Do you know why i denied liking her?
It's because i like you, and i love you. its just all there is to it. and right now im just going to let things play out, and if somethings meant to happen, im going to let it. and if not, ill accept it as it is. i know my feelings, but i dont know if ill ever know yours.

You see, if i cannot get through to you , if i cannot tell you the truth and have it hit home, then we're going to have a problem. because when you beat yourself up, and you put yourself down for reasons that not only dont make sense, but are just plain stupid, you dont just hurt yourself. while you are indeed poisoning your own mind by repeating ( Read more... )

Mom: So what's so special about ::blank::
Me: She's my friend...
Mom: I know, but why?
Me, thinking to myself: Because I love her, that's why.

Well that really hurts. It really does

I really, really, want to get the fuck out of this place