My life revolves around brendan because he's the one who's visibly THERE. i mean i understand the circumstances make it more difficult to see my old friends. (work, school, activities) but i am sure everyone understands how lonely it is to be all alone on a huge campus. And right now, Brendan is all that i have when i feel overwhelmed. EXCUSE ME! ( Read more... )

I know I said the last entry was my last. But there are things I need to get out before I can begin to move on. First of all, losing Sean, Katie, and Andrea, its not just losing a friend. It was a piece of me that I gave freely and don't regret giving. And katie, we're more than just best friends, she's the closest thing I have to a sister and ( Read more... )

Well, college has certainly brought many changes to my life. And i never thought that I would have to say goodbye to so many things that i love. Andrea, Katie, our friendships. It was something we had in highschool, as adolescents trying to find our place. And now, we have to be adults trying to find our own individual way around this world ( Read more... )

early classes, fell asleep on train. has homework to do this weekend, test monday and tuesday, still need to read last chapters for both tests. Cranky as hell, blah, katie being a you know what that rhymes with ditch. Screw that, I'm too cranky right now to deal. Need sleep, I'll feel better tommorow. Wish i could've seen Brendan longer than I ( Read more... )

What really hurt me? Katie sent me an email telling me not to call her stitch again. That's like taking a rusty hook and carving my heart out. I honestly don't know what's going on. I mean one day we are talking about everything and working things out. I feel so much more complete after I talk to katie. And than like three days later. I get this ( Read more... )

For those of u who don't know, Katie and I are not on speaking terms. At least Katie is not speaking with me. She wants her space, and I'm going to be patient and give it to her. I have no idea what is going on, or rather I have a clue, but no idea why its a problem. I just want to say ( Read more... )

Brendan, if you are reading this. I hope your day went better, and I wished I could have made u feel better today. *kisses ( Read more... )

I don't want katie to stop reading my LJ. so I'm going to stop writing so much about Brendan. I'll keep the details in my written journal, its getting a little neglected ( Read more... )

Well i've been wrapped up in a pink cloud of happiness that there are things that need be doing ( Read more... )

I can’t listen to lifehouse and do my homework at the same time anymore. For once, when lifehouse wouldn’t make me depressed that I don’t have a boyfriend, I can’t listen to it cause I can’t any homework done because I start staring off into space and imagining Brendan’s arms around me again. ~~sigh~~ I had two hours to before my next class, so I ( Read more... )