ok so yea i told my parents that bree and i werent going to turnabout anymore. Then they were like Matthew bree's parents prolly dont want u to go with her because u cant go 10 words without swearing, u act like a dumbass all the time, and you are stoopid because u cut/smoke and stuff like that so then my dad said that is why and yea... now i dont ( Read more... )

ok so i had to take out my doggy and i could find any shirts so i got real cold can someone help me warm up?

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"you can hit me , call me names, say u hate me ,but i will always love u and be by ur side when u need help"

love matthew kanglee berchild

ok so yea tonight bree and i might go to turnabout together as friends and i called andrew and told him the news and he was like "no matt she is lieing" and i was like w/e so then he calls her and bree told me andrew was like why are u going to turnabout with matt in the nastest was possible.so im happy and pissed off but fuck andrew if he is going ( Read more... )

omg yesterday my parents fuckin think i am on drugs cuz i dont go to ppls houses and write little alchemy circles on my hand..but those alchemy circles my parents wouldnt understand cuz there stoopid.and yea i am talking to chrissy and elyssa more but now eveyone is hating eachother and i dont know wut to do ahhh gonna go die and stopp being torn ( Read more... )

my lj is fuckin magical it has energy coming out of its effin sides

a year back i jumped the 2nd story of a parking building

dawn ima so bored it is incredible blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i win bue bie

so yea im all like thinkin and i was like i guess bree is that one person that i will never get back because somehow i fuckd it up with her and ima uber sad cuz i love bree and yea but i think i can get over it.. shit my parents are making me get help cuz i cut but wut they said is when i start cutting ill get into drugs,drinking and shit i have ( Read more... )

omg my parents were about to call brees,sams, and allis because they read my fuckin notes...it was all about the sucide shit so that means i die and no more notes or i just keep them somewhere my parents wont put their big fuckin brown noses so yea bye i loved my x-mas ttyl

matt

ok so yea i got 7 hours of sleep. it is snowing now alli lets have a slow dance in the snow.but if it shall be perfect there should be no wind a white blanket of now and then u have the slow dance*drools* lol ima weird..hw can eat shit and die blah blah blah meh.... so yea today is shitish bored mainly

all i want to do is die idk why i wanna die i just do and it is gay...Yes ik ppl are all gonna be like no u dont wanna die and all that blah blah but idk wut would cheer me up right now. i dont know wut is happenin to me i feel love for this girl but idk if she does for me the way i do for her:( but she says she does luv me and all but i just am a ( Read more... )