here i sit writing this note with blood stained hands while i notice my life has taken its decent into hell ( Read more... )

does fighting with one of ur best friends change u over time? well i think it does and doesnt because if u fight with a person sometimes it means that they might care because they bring it up to u and say this is wut ur doing wrong it makes me mad now go away. buit also fighting with a bestfriend can destroy that friendship but i am saying this ( Read more... )

so yea today was shity the morning was pretty bad and i am sick so w/e

ok one thing if ppl dont wanna talk to me dont ignore me say it to my face cuz if not u can just say all the respect i had for u is gone but idc anymore i got better friends ( Read more... )

so yea today i was in a mood of i dont care wut ppl think today and yea.then i got my cd player taken away around 2:21 and i was like wtf it is the end of the day and she was like nope to bad so i was like i dont give a fuck u stoopid old whore and then she was like im going to refur you to the office and i was like go ahead bitch i dont care and ( Read more... )

well since no one i know of reads my LJ...blah

ok so yea i feel like i am losing friends becasue we never talk and stuff like taht anymore and it upsets me greatly but w/e i want to fix it but it seems like they dont

take care and farewell forever

matthew
kanglee
berchild

ok so yea first i want a blue/green rose because that would be a super cool thinger to have and i am having a b-day party the 19th and who ever wants to come give me a ringer at 1(262)255-2307 or msg me on aim at "LUNARSWORD534" so any ways pls come i have no life XD so yea i went to this party and was playing in the snow but then i got cold so i ( Read more... )

ok so wut is up oh yea i dont feel well and i want to take asprin but i dont trsut my self so i wont take ne ttyl

my classes suckd except trans with paul and deven

so yea i am all like not gonna be a depressed person anymore i am gonna always or atleast try to be happy all the time because i dont like bringing ppl down so i want green eyes cuz it is hawt like that and wut i say goes dude if i am ever gonna wear a ring it has to have a emerald(sp) and yea i want a green see threw computing machine...i am so ( Read more... )

ok so i finally fixed my LJ fuck yea it took all over tens mins but it hurted my head so i slept over at nates and we like played the comp and shit like that but no stoopid shit :)

luv matthew

oh yea my dad threw me in the snow and i didnt even have pants or a shirt on ....fucking asshole