wah wah...self loathing. read only if you care.

[aznsurprise]

dunno. i'm kinda in a pessimistic mood right now. i didn't get called back for the one acts. whatever. just another thing for me to try out for and get rejected. life goes on, i guess. i just don't feel like trying out for things anymore. it's not fair. it's just not. it's not fun putting yourself out there to get rejected

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Hang in there

[anonymous]

Hang in there Ryan. Gotta keep your head up. Pirates can achieve anything!haah
~Your coolest friend (also known as bob)~

Re: Hang in there

[aznsurprise]

yay! tankies bobby. i know, if i just listen to captain jack and you and i will succeed! hehe.

ttyl.

wah wah

[tiki713]

as pessimistic as i am today i will tell you this

Re: wah wah

[aznsurprise]

i know. it's just hard sometimes, ya know? like i make fun of those kids on "made" because they never do what the want to do, ya know? but i do, i go out there and do it, i don't "make" it either. but i know, i will eventually keep trying, but for now, i think i'm gonna try out stagecrew or something, ya know?

i know. if one thing doesn't work out, try something else. everything happens for a reason. and i'm really really glad i didn't give up on bill. and i'm glad i had you there to push me to do it.

i heart you jenna kisby
ry

[patruck151]

You Suck or You Are Great, you decide, i personally agree with the second one. Hopefully we can talk sometime soon!!

I wanna hold ur hand *Wink Wink*
Love You