Its really tough to create space between urself and the people I wanna spend the most time with, but I need to make that space for my benefit and the benefit of whatever friendship we do have. I already basically lost my best friend and the person I love and care about more than anyone else and I honestly don't know how that happened. But I can't ( Read more... )

I dunno what to do about friendships when its obvious one person really doesn't wanna be part of it. I really am a bad friend i think but I'm not sure how to change. Like obviously I'm fucking up my friendships in someway, but I have no lu what I do to freak people out or aggitate or piss people off. I mean I dunno what to say to some people ( Read more... )

I wonder what people think about when they ignore u and just act like asses, cuz I always feel incredibly guilty whenever I do that and it never lasts long. I just wonder if anyone ever feels that way or if its just me ( Read more... )

I'm really happey that me and Rachel are gonn start talking again and basically be the friends we were last year. I missed her a lot last semester even though she lives juts upstairs. She was a big part of my life here last year and I still want her to be cuz she really is great in every way, shes easy to talk to and fun to talk to along with ( Read more... )

Ok so there are two girls in my life who I love so much as friends, but at the same time I wish more would happen...One of them is so cute even though she really doesn't think so and she is always so happy, and she really is the only person in my life who I can honestly say that everytime we talk I feel better, she makes me feel like life can be ( Read more... )

Caitlin thank you for being u i guess, cuz i know u don't try to make me happy or make me feel better but somehow u always do. You really don't know how much u've helped me lately esppecially tonight!! I was having a really bad day and even worse night and talking to u just made me feel a lot better. You are quite amazing and I'm really glad ( Read more... )

Ok so my day was pretty boring today, I tried to get Jess her bday present and by the way Happy Birthday Jess!! So that didn't work out but its not too big of a deal I'll give it to her sometime this week and if not I live two minutes from her new school so I can just stalk her ( Read more... )

Meg I'm so sorry, you know how much I love and care about u and I never wanna hurt u. I just miss u so much, and wiht what I've been going through lately its been really tough...but thats no excuse for the things I said. You know how much u mean to me and I would never want that to change that for anything, so thank you for putting up with me ( Read more... )

OK so its 4:30 in the morning and I'm not asleep, this has been the worst break I have ever had. I havn't really slept except for in Montreal and that was pretty much the only exciting thing I've done too. Everynight I am just so depressed cuz I end up sitting at my Dad's doing nothing, either my friends have work the next day or they r with ( Read more... )

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