It's that feeling... the feeling that I really need to talk to someone and there is no one to talk to. Not because there would be no one that would be willing to listen. Or at least I think that's not what my problem is. It's me. It's ALL me. It's always been me. I've never had this problem before. Or I did, but it never hit me this bad. I suppose ( Read more... )

i hate having my heart bleed out
i hate not wanting to withstand the pain
i hate how much this is killing me
i hate that i'm letting this hurt me at all
i hate how easily my stomache turns over whenever i even think about it
i hate feeling like i'll never be happy again
and i hate... me

alrighty, since everyone's putting up their schedule, i might as well. and i think everyone who did post their schedule should add the teacher to it for clarity :cool ( Read more... )

i'm a good liar. lol, but it was such a white lie, how was i supposed to tell the poor soul that she guessed right and that Dumbledore was going to die? no, i had to do it. just looked her in the eyes and said w/ a straight face "it's NOT Dumbledore!" blah. anywayz, it feels good to let that out. hopefully Luce doesn't kno that i run a livejournal ( Read more... )

it's late, but i'm wired. i actually did stuff 2day, amazing. i feel amazingly productive just cuz i did 3 problems of AP Bio... pathetic isn't it? oh well. good enough for me, baby steps. Jenny i PROMISE that i'll join Happy7... just as long as i word down the application so it doesn't exceed the word limit ( Read more... )

School is fast approaching, and I still have so many things that I haven't gotten done! haha... i so rarely use Livejournal it's not even funny. but still, since no one reads this anyway i can actually say stuff that i want to say, which i guess is pretty awesome. Currently undecided on wut exactly i want to say, must sleep on that :-P

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it's a boring day... YAY... ^.^

another all nighter, heh... i am an idiot.

anywayz, i shall actually go get some shut eye now