well i'm going to delete this journal now. I don't have everyone on my friends list from this journal from my other journal which is bluecrap but who cares...

once again because i'm a fucking loser i got a new journal i'm no longer going to use aznweirdo instead i'm going to use my new journal which is to this s/n Bluecrap anyway that's all.....................................................................................................................................................................................

Well i got a new journal a few days ago. So whom ever still cares about my updates please add Bluecrap to your friends list. Please comment after you add my new journal to your friends list please......

Today was the longest day of my life. I went to go see underworld today. It was a pretty good movie. I enjoyed it a lot. I loved the special effects and i love the soundtrack. Afterwards My second oldest sister, my 3rd oldest sister and my brother in-law narin went back to there place ( Read more... )

Well my hand is bleeding. I fucking cut it punching the walls. because i'm tired of everything right now. All the stupid asian people who live around me. My fucking school. My so called "friends". It's all bullshit i've had enough of it all.

...............Out of my whole school i think i'm the only one who thinks about suicide.

Well I'm fucking bored I hate the internet because there is nothing to do on it unless you have cable connection and a good graphics card. My Direct Tv is fucking disconnected because my dad didn't fucking pay the motherfucking bill. Aol will soon be disconnected because again my dad didn't pay shit for it ( Read more... )

Right now i'm really fucking pissed off because i hate my family. My family sucks ass. If it wasn't for my little sister i wouldn't pissed off right now. Stupid little brat fucked up my older sister's plans. We were going to have some fun shopping around doing whatever around the fucking mall but no my little sister had to come with all her older ( Read more... )

I hate art........I have a project and i know i'm going to get a F on it because i can't fucking sketch for shit. Makes me want to kill myself because of that. I'm changing my schedule on monday.

Maybe everyone feels this why. I hate it when people criticise shit you like. There's a lot of things that people always criticise about me. The music i listen to Linkin Park, Perfect cirlce all the rock music i listen to people always have to say something bad about it. And what do they listen to crappy ass J-pop music or other shitty ass asian ( Read more... )