I just procede from one mess to the other, I can't live without pain. Or maybe it just follows me that much. It's not fair to those around me, and those victim to my antics ( Read more... )

It's been at least a summer since I looked at this thing.. I still haven't looked at my old entries. But I never fail to change from one entry to the next... and I'm kinda sad I deleted my old lj. I miss it. This would be a good time to reflect on myself ( Read more... )

i like him...
why am i such an idiot?

Because spending a weekend away is definitely the same as spending two weeks away when we could be together. So now I've pissed him off. Wonder how hard he's thinking of beaking up. More power to him if he is ( Read more... )

 Somebody stole my graphing calculator. It's totally making me miss math right now.

I had two ipods I don't use :p coulda stole those.

I've been here 5 minutes and I'm ready to leave. I need to get my own apartment and my own space. Whether I like it or not I'm not an awesomely social person, and I'm ok with that, I'd prefer sitting around all day with Dakota to spending time with a bunch of people any day of the week ( Read more... )

:p Who wants to buy me a laptop?

:/ I am SO bored. I've been trying to mke friends, I've hung out with a couple of people and tried to talk. Not tried, have. I can't really find anyone that is interesting... or interested in talking to me. Blah ( Read more... )

So I'm in college now, out on my own for the most part and I love that. But I'm by myself in college ;-; I miss Dakota and all my friends here. I'm having a crappy time making new friends. :[ I guess it comes with time I've only been there four days ( Read more... )

Moving officially tomorrow. I'm gonna miss Dakota but otherwise I couldn't be more excited/anxious, and it's just a matter of time before Dakota moves too. <3 This is what I've needed all year. I can't take anymore of the bullshit my mom slings around. Getting away from her will probably bring us closer than I'd ever be to her in the same house ( Read more... )