So a friend of mine sent me this link and i think that it is probably the sweetest video i have ever seen.

This is the strangest thing,..
So tonight i have been bouncing around myspace looking at people who i use to know in a past life.
And by that i  mean people i use to hang out with back in my high school days. People that i use to see every day. Thinking about how i fucked things up when i was 17 and how all those things, how i wish that i could do ( Read more... )

So recently,...

A lot of things have been going through my head, im not really sure where it all falls into place.
My dreams are some what chaotic and they make no sense, at least not yet. The order of things recently has been somewhat odd and off the wall. I Keep having this same dream over and over again. Seems like no matter how hard we try we can ( Read more... )

Fuck what is wrong with me?
I really dont get this shit, maybe i should quit trying.
Is it possible that some people are not good at life?

There are so many things that we over look in life.
There are so many things that we take for granted.
Some things that we never expect to get a second chance at.
But on this day, that my heart screams out, and the rain is pouring.
Dorian Gray is on the TV and Almost Lover plays in my ears.
In my heart this wound that had closed has been ripped open ( Read more... )

Dear Live Journal Please note that every post prior to this post was copied from my journal on VampireFreaks.com which i have decided that i no longer wish to be a part of and have now moved the journals that i wished to keep to LJ. Sorry for any confusion and if you would like to know more about the specifics please feel free to drop a comment i ( Read more... )

Something in me died tonight, there has been all this tension and this constant feeling that i can not describe that has been welling in my soul,... There are so many things that have pushed me lately and i have not pushed back. I believe that for the last week or so that i have been allowing my self to simply be bullied because i was afraid of ( Read more... )

 I use to lay in waiting for this dream this love that would correct my life and set things strait. That would make everything in my life clear and make me feel like i had a purpose in life. I had all these dreams of this boy that would save me from the plague that was my life. I had all these visions in my mind that i saw so clearly.

For as long ( Read more... )

 So we went to go and get a phone card for my cell phone. So we were on our way back and crossing the street, i looked to see if there were any cars, but they were all down by the stop light. So then i get all most half way across the street and i look up and there is this little blue pickup. So as he slams on his breaks i run for the curb just as ( Read more... )

So things are much better now that i am out of the house with my mother and her finance. *rolls eyes* So my mother and i are no longer speaking to one another. I have no wish to ever see her again. And i wont be surprised if she ends up dead. The guy that she is marrying is disposable is psycho and i don't mean that as a joke. He really is. Anyhow ( Read more... )