"si lunga tratta di gente, ch'io non averi mai credutto che morte tanta n'avesse disfatta"

[azul]

such a long train of people, that i would never have believed that death had undone so manyi have always loved being first, last, and only. it's quite fitting, really, to apsire to such singularity. my personality has come to rely so heavily on the importance of standing alone. when i was younger, so much younger, i used to wish for a sense of

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[nighthawkal]

Lots of deep thinking. Were you an only child growing up?

[azul]

i was and am. deep thinking gets me into trouble...case in point.

[litchrysallis]

i know exactly what you mean. you'll most likely comprimise eventually, and love it. and then end up alone all over again. random example: parenthood. but at least you know yourself well enough, that you can be with yourself, content.

[azul]

i am always fearful of the unknown. sometimes i think if i had a better sense or belief of spirituality, i would be more comforted by these thoughts. but i have yet to find it...

[litchrysallis]

Hmmm, maybe you are closer to the unknown than you think, and that is what scares you. Understandng can be a scary thing to grasp.

RE: si lunga tratta di gente, ch'io non averi mai credutto che morte tanta n'avesse disfatta

[anonymous]

Your writings are some of the most honest and sincere and strike similar chords for me. Wow.

I'm still recovering from goose-bumps... whoa.

-M

Re: si lunga tratta di gente, ch'io non averi mai credutto che morte tanta n'avesse disfatta

[azul]

Why thank you. Do you have a livejournal?