fuck my life. 

... but other than that she's more than fine!

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Edit: Stanford great, FHM girl, USA national team player; bleeds for the game (woah) and spikes from the back row (wtf). All in a quarter-life's work.

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Contract ends tomorrow, but what after?

 O School recital, beach volleyball vids, past-year papers and napping. I can work up a head of steam for volleyball/dance right now, but when the exams are over I think another reality will catch up on me. I need a good plan.

"We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was ( Read more... )

i can't BELIEVE that i'm staying up at 1:36am watching 'Horton Hears A Who!'. well, that was after Batman and the Joker and i needed something cheerful after that....

sigh. just what am i waiting for?

... on a sidenote, anyone up for lunch tomorrow? i'm going to burn another day studying and it sucks when no one else is picking up a book too.

nothing hides my thoughts, and yet fills the urge to be understood, like a forgotten blog. i can cry out in a muted voice only a few travellers can hear ( Read more... )

sometimes, i wonder how i can carry on like this. needing to move on but yearning to stay. i don't believe there's a place left for me anymore. it doesn't seem like anything really happened, and it becomes more painful to realise that it did, that it once belonged to me, in a distant far-away world. looks like i've never really moved on. here and ( Read more... )

"I love you.... tiao in the morning"
I first heard this line in a TV advertisement a long long time ago, and since then it stuck with me in my aersenal of failed attempts at being funny.  I used to think it was funny cause it was so lame! but now the only thought i have is that it's an evil thing to say to someone. why the sinister change, one might ( Read more... )

is the sweetest thing. she looked so absolutely serious in this little music video called "Sweet Ballad" (which you can watch here) from Yes Man that i didn't know whether to laugh or to melt. i think i have a crush on her, the girl who looked so out of place. here's some evidence to her loveliness, though in the process of getting these i realise ( Read more... )

takin' stock, june '08 ( Read more... )