life has been strange lately ( Read more... )

So here we are... here I am. The end of the semester is just 3 exams, 1 paper, and one photo portfolio away from being here at last. I feel like the right thing to do is be all nostalgic and shit and talk about how i've grown... yeah fuck that. haha ( Read more... )

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today was weird. its like inside i don't feel myself but on the outside everything keeps going on around me normally and i go along with it all, but really i'm not there. its almost a strange out of body experience. i know today happened, but i don't remember consciously going through it. just going through the motions. that's no way to go through ( Read more... )

i thought i should write a journal ( Read more... )

whoa... remember ren & stimpy? probably the most disturbing cartoon i had the misfortune of watching as a child. RANDOM, awesome wooo!! lol ok. so i'm currently listening to the most amazing playlist on my computer and its making me really happy. you know when you just find those songs, 40 in my case, that are beautiful and powerful and can stir up ( Read more... )

sometimes i question myself ( Read more... )

They don't tell you ( Read more... )

back in school. college. life. crazy. so far everything's been all i had expected. been having fun but not tooo much fun. enough to keep me happy and laughing. classes and all that seem pretty cool this semester. i look forward to most of them with the exception of my 830 history class. pretty much the most boring shit one could have to sit through ( Read more... )