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tears
i cry. and i can keep crying. so my happy face will tell that i can be ok, and not just me ( Read more... ) -
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i dont even know what to do anymore. i hate this. i might laugh. i could be doing anything else..
but i'm crying inside.
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WINSLOW and unrelated goodness
so. i'm in research in disciplines, section violence, social conflict, and war. aka expos II at rutgers. i'm writing a research paper. its complex, but basically i'm using my hs as a case study and talking about the kids racist and prejudiced attitudes and the basis of them. and i'm thinkin of interviewing various ppl to put in my paper. i really ( Read more... ) -
turkey day dinner talk
well thanksgiving was pretty good for the most part, went to my aunt's in ocean and was bombarded by kids left and right, 5 of whom are siblings. so for those of you who were lucky enough to see the 2 min clip of chloe licking the home made cream batter off the spatula last year, on my old phone that is, the one i lost on el toro... her fam, my ( Read more... ) -
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theres something wrong with me when the night after the day after i pull an all nighter
i cannot. fall. asleep.
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i was at work today and a girl came in, she was looking for my boss who's a total caring sweet person, and she wasn't looking too good. she just found out her father died, and she was there, telling us about everything, for some time.. i almost cried, we all did, but we couldnt ( Read more... ) -
oh yea
girls are stupid.
the game, kids. -
yoohooo
SO! i wonder if everyone who reads this thinks i'm sad or whatever all the time but in actually, i don't have time or forget i have this and revert to it when i just really dont feel like talking to another human being about my life, which i usually do. so whats said here is either in that "mood" when i feel like ALKJGALKJFAGAGHHH!!!!!! or =D giddy ( Read more... ) -
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my heart feels like it's being shredded into a million pieces
piece by piece. i feel so lost without..
every word takes a wrong turn.
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my life
lately has been very much inundated with the dossier crap
so i'm running around like a maniac trying to get everything done AND be a good student and have a job.
but everyone else's life is crazy too i guess.