so.. today i finally got a new journal. after what like three years?! it's _undesired <33 so add me and i will add you back. kay..

well, yesterday was wade's birthday. and he's 18 now.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY WADESTER<333 143; xo
so yea.. wade, amanda and i went for chinese with jon haupt and then we came back to my house and played pool for a bit. after that manda and i just kinda passed out. i had to clean my room today because my mom SUCKS. yea that's right.. she fucking ( Read more... )

so i like this kid, a lot. and i spend a lot of time with him. he's always here and he's always doing things for me. like everything.. he smokes with me, he gives me rides everywhere, he calls me like all weekend and comes over everyday and spends the day here with me, we hang out every night after play rehearsal, and he even gets me cigs and like ( Read more... )

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i guess its been awhile since ive updated. but ive been so busy. between my job at dunkin' donuts (which i just quit) and school and all my rehearsals for play, there just hasnt been much time for me to do much else besides eat and sleep. i havent been getting along with my family so well though. thats for sure. i dont know why me and my mom argue ( Read more... )

soo... im at ashley's right now but im probably going home. we were supposed to go to the club tonight but mike cant take us. i hate snow. i hate my life. i hate myself. and yea, this sucks.

i dont want to be another statistic

some stereotypical teen

im gonna make a difference

ill finish with my dream

i wont end up pregnant

on drugs or even dead

i wont drop out of school

because ill use my head

i dont know. comment and ill start updating.<3

hmm... TODAY SUCKED!! i had to go to school, and then Jeremy and Billy and John and Ernie gave me a ride home. :] lol and i layed down for like a 20 min. nap that lasted maybe 10 because the god damn phone never stops ringing. so then i went to my community service, where they only made me do EVERYTHING. i had to organize their freaking basement ( Read more... )

well, today was just peachy. first i got up at like 1:00 and i was going to go get a shower but that just lead to me sitting on the internet for like two hours because im a loser and have no life. :] and then i realized it was pay-day so i had my mom take me down town to get my check cashed. i work a whole fucking 12 hours now so it was $64.12 ( Read more... )

today was so freaking neat. i woke up at 8:45 this morning.. (thanks to tofer and his wonderful friends) & then i went home around noon or w/e and fell asleep till i had to get up for work. i worked from 3-6 and then i met birdshit @ the fair and we walked around till the show. we saw HOOTIE AND THE BLOWFISH and they were great!!!! i loved it. ( Read more... )