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contemplations on relations
hmmmmm sigh i don't know if i can ever trust guys ( Read more... ) -
both have come and gone
i think i am better now, only because i got through both. yesterday was the bad anniversary the one i hate to think about the one i can't stop thinking about. every year it creeps up on me and i rememeber exactly how it went, exactly how i didn't cry and the reason-- or reasons i have become the way i am. everything i am seems to be wrapped up ( Read more... ) -
666
today is a day like any other day ( Read more... ) -
i always come back here i think i already used that title...somewhere
it's a fairly common expression i use ( Read more... ) -
volcanoes
i am an explosion just waiting to happen. i feel like i have been seething for the past month. nothing is what i want it to be. and just when i think i'm getting it right i fuck it up ( Read more... ) -
i'm waiting
Things have been going great lately. so why do i have this feeling? i should be happy... all i could do last night was cry and i can't even tell you why. i scare myself... all i wanted to do was inflict some kind of pain on myself. i shouldn't be like this. i finally found out that i'm going to be okay. my doctor said my surgery went very ( Read more... ) -
montezuma's revenge
^^NOT REALLY ( Read more... ) -
feeling old
next week my 5th year of college starts... what the hell? i can't believe i'm STILL not finished with school. last night some of the younger kids at my new place of residence threw a massive party, and all i wanted to do was go to bed because i knew i had to work this morning. it was funny b/c tres and i kept complaining about the noise. it ( Read more... ) -
somebody's heiny is drowning my icebox
i feel really good today. i wonder what today will bring ( Read more... )
