( Woo Hoo I am loved *smiles* )

So, I'm just sitting here, trying to get my thoughts together for an actual journal entry. I know what it is that I want to say, but every time I sit down to actually type it out, I kinda draw a blank. I guess, I have just had a lot on my mind lately. I mean with Brian being in the hospital.. when I first found out, oh boy did I freak. All I kept ( Read more... )

You are all invited to an all out Halloween party hosted by yours truly Beej Carter ( Read more... )

Not only is this good for President Bush .. but YOU Mr. Timberlake need to to fuckin read this. You are a damn asshole. You not only hurt one of my friends; but you have hurt many others with your damn fuckin small ass mind.


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I am happy right now, I don't even think that happy is the right word. I am joyous, ecstatic, jubilant, and more. I was told today by my doctor.... I CAN GO HOME!! I Bobbie Jean Carter can now go home from the hospital. I can go home and sleep in my own bed, eat food that doesn't taste like cardboard, I get to go out and feel the sun on me. I still ( Read more... )

I just want to say thank you to Lei, Kate, Evan, Aly, and a big thank you to Evan Thank you all for being here for me. I know that Elijah would thank everyone for being there for him .. if he could right now. So I will thank them for him. Thank you to everyone that has come to see all of us that is in the hospital right now. It really does make us ( Read more... )

*I get Lei's laptop and sit up carefully in my hospital bed ( Read more... )

*I lay in my hospital bed, stairing out at my window, dead to the world and what I feel inside. Caring about nothing anymore, just wishing that Lei wouldn't have called me last night. A single tear falls from my eye as I say in a whiper like shaky voice ( Read more... )

*laughing so hard that I am crying* Oh my god the Justin and Kermit skit was so funny.

That is all for now

I have been listening to that song "Right Here Waiting" by Richard Mark a lot today. It kinda fits right now with how I feel, and I have actually started to listen to more songs like that recently. If anyone really knows me, they know that I really don't listen to a lot of love songs. Well, you know what things change, and I am changing as I type ( Read more... )