So I've been absent. It seems everyone has though. It's because we've found tumblr. Sorry LJ. But for nostalgic reasons I'm going to post here once more. Also because when ever I need to talk about boys or love and crap I post here. It's a ritual. So LJ, I have returned for the time being to post about some lame boys stuff. Here we go ( Read more... )

note to self: when things are too good to be true- they usually are.

Why yes, if you were wondering I am online on msn/facebook. Why? You ask? Well I'm pathetically waiting for a boy. A stupid silly perfect boy. An older silly boy, who is cryptic and older so i have no idea what he's thinking or how flirt with him. And i'm so terrified of looking immature. Ugh ( Read more... )

I'm single again. but alas life goes on.

The Best  shortish Quotes:
"So when you're living without being touched, there's no surprise that their will be deviation"- Adultery, song by Little Comets
"Her laugh was a question i wanted to spend forever answering"- The History of Love by Nicole Kraus
"Funny thing about the rain is, when you lower your umbrella it's never as bad as it seems"- 15/ ( Read more... )

It's common knowledge that when once part of your life starts to go well, when everything seems to have finally worked out, when at last you feel good and happy and safe; something bad happens and fucks all that up. So, hear i am screwed over and angry, and of course my happy little, safe world has been shattered. Shit! Stupid corporate assholes. ( Read more... )

As much as things arent perfect, and as much as i wish for things to be different.
i'm still happy. and i still miss him terribly.

I'm home!
(i was gone to Edmonton previously this week)
And here are some things i learned whilest being Alberta Bound:
-It's too flat! Once you're out of the Rockies there are NO mountains. I couldn't stand it! I need mountains! It's pretty much just farm...flat farm. And the town of Edmonton is soooo spread out, it's like the entire fraser valley.
- ( Read more... )

Work. Work. Work. That's all I do lately. And then when I mess up, just a little stupid mistake, that i take full responsibility, for, there goes my sought after booth shifts. I'm screwed over and over by the system. It's not fair. Apparently seniority has no merit in my work place. Sure the work is easy and i do get to spend my time with my ( Read more... )

I have a boyfriend officially, and he's the guy my first entry was about.
i'm pretty much really really happy =D