I'm so tired of this. You'd think by now i'd be able to even be close to Betsy without feeling anything. But all i can ever feel when i see her is anger. I'm not talking about a minor annoyance type anger, this is more of a beat the living shit out something type anger, even though thats not really my syle :). I'm just so mad at myself for ( Read more... )

I've officially decided that it is not smart to go to work, stay up all night after work, and then go back to work. Yeah, not a fun time at all. Well, the staying up all night part was fun, it was very fun actually, but the consequences at work the next day definately sucked. I think the most fun i had was takin care of my drunk ass friend. yeah ( Read more... )

So i just got back from texas, and boy did i have fun. a whole week of nothing but, well, nothing! I went golfing a couple of times, which i really need to work on my time selection to go golfing next time cuz both times i went, i went in the afternoon, during the entire hottest part of the day, which down in texas, is not fun. but i had a lot of ( Read more... )

So yeah, t-minus nine hours until my flight leaves for texas, and i'm so pumped. well, not so pumped about the whole not being able to see jacqui thing that this trip involves, but i'm sure i'll live, i hope. Me and my dad are perfectly fine with this whole flying thing, being the more experienced flyers of the family, but my mom is really havin ( Read more... )

Today started out in about the best way i could possibly think of, the first person i saw this morning right after i got up was Jacqui. I couldn't think of a better way to start my day. So naturally the rest of the day went by really well. Turns out i cook a mean bbq chicken on the grill, and jacqui steams brocolli quite well too :-). We also ( Read more... )

haven't really done a real post for a couple of days, other than my little rant at myself yesterday, but that doesn't really count. All in all it was a very good past couple of days. I had a slammin good time down in goodrich, other than the little thing i ranted about yesterday, but that was a minor misstep. For the most part, i'd never had as ( Read more... )

Why is it, that when you swear up and down that you won't do something, you go out and do it? Why do I do that? Why can't i just make my mind to not do something, and actually not do it. Those of you who matter, or were there you know what i'm talking about. Man i'm pissed at myself........

My day at work was as boring as it could possibly be . I mean it was kinda eventful, i almost knocked some old lady over with the forklift today, which is a good thing i didn't because that would have been bad. And i would have felt terrible, so i'm glad i didn't. So after that almost traumatic experience was more excruciating boringness for a ( Read more... )

I friggin love my life right about now! It's so amazing how you can feel so totally alone one day, and then all of a sudden the most amazing person comes into your life and makes everything all better. Jacqui is the most incredible girl i have met so far in my short existence on this earth, and i'm loving every second of it. Funny thing is, ( Read more... )

Yeah i don't know why i busted out the Kung Pow quote in the subject, but it just seemed to fit because my hand is fricken killin me right now. Thats what i get for diving more a line drive at my softball game tonight, and getting hit square in the wrist, and now its startin to turn all sorts of interesting colors so thats kinda cool, i just wish ( Read more... )