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A month on, I still can't-won't believe your gone.
It shouldn't be real, a 26 year old who has come through so much and was genuinely happy just days before shouldn't be dead now im suddenly struggling to literally believe it.
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Sarah is coming over and I cannot wait!
Im high, drunk and happy and I need someone who is equally the same! Fuck u time, bring me sarah!
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Slept the best I have in years. Maybe theres something to this being sober thing.
Even if my kronic comes today I dnt want it, yet. That was just a heavenly sleep and with minimal sweating.
Hmmmm
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I really love getting told off for having a sleeping disorder. Im sorry my insomnia inconveniences you so much.
I feel like less than dirt now, thanks heaps, I hope you sleep well at least.
Im sure I wont sleep tonight again and ill be snappy and tired tomorrow and youll probably growl at me again.
I dont want to be here anymore I want to go home.
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Well I post this from a shuttle bus passing through somewhere called springwood, about an hour out of surfers.
Flight was good, morning went without hiccups and weve already planned dinner at The Captains Table later.
Nom nom, seafood!
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Well its finally the day before we go away and im uber excited of course!
Pretty much everything is teed up and organised - bags packed, washing and dishes done, jess and mum are picking us up tomorrow at 9am, bought our toiletries yesterday*, packed my handbag, burnt some new Big Bang Theory eps and bought some anime to watch in the hotel.
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Up early for work bbq and also woke up at 5am to vomit which is becoming a regular occurance....yuck!
Craig n jas are stuffed in the head majorly. Craig is determined to sort out the guy who high beamed me in his 4wd and when I made a comment that "what can u do, ur up in wagga" jas got all snitchy saying craig can do anything n that wagga isnt the ( Read more... ) -
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Note to self.......
Must stop treating loved ones like I get treated at work. Its not their fault and I am above all of this!
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D-Day
Everything hurts.
Thanks to some dirty ***** I consumed over the weekend everything in my mind, body and soul aches today and despite still having plenty of stuff left over I have decided and discussed with Brendon that this is it for me for awhile.
This is the worst I've felt in a long time.
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Well still sick, actually did get sent home yesterday (suprise, suprise bill does have a heart) but made sure that me being off work again won't have any reprocutions with matt. At mums today, getting fussed over (mainly by jess, mum seems too concerned with either lecturing me on trivial things or watching her sullivans on the net. I just figure ( Read more... )