This may be a very bad idea. Yet, if i could remain logical, it will be a perfectly good one.

yayyy i'm back in the city! today was gorgeous. i woke up to the heat trapped in my room practically cooking me to death, and, ironically, the sun just starting to rise. i watched light dart past the buildings and try to make its way through the windows and out the other side. it was gorgeous. :-) you'd think not, really... i mean, wouldn't it be ( Read more... )

i forget what it felt like when you used to hold me ( Read more... )

back to normal. hah. well, as normal as things are going to get since my whole life fell apart. back to school, amazing classes, great professors, stressing out all week over getting my work done, trying to find a job, and talking to you on the phone. Added bonuses include keeping in touch with Melinda, being in Prof. Conard's class, and having a 4 ( Read more... )

"Hi Brittany,

I think you can handle the work/writing. Think of it as an opportunity to improve on your writing skills. So, if you'd like to join the class, we'll do a pre-req waiver and an over-tally form.

Dr. C"

Omgggg... i'm so excited! :-D

omgomgomgomg!!! my Amazing most Favorite professor in the whole damn world freakin offered to waive the requirements, seeing as I haven't taken the necessary writing course yet, for me to get into his existentalism class next semester! AHHH!!! Omg! well, no.. no god actually. hah. not in such a course. but Wow. i'm so freakin excited. Then I could ( Read more... )

disappear.

i've known. there are many things i seem to predict. without thought, some words just come out of my mouth, and not until after they've been spoken do i really think and realize how badly i wish i didn't even have the opportunity to say such things. but every time this happens, those words end up becoming true ( Read more... )

beyond.

all of it.

the way it should be. the way i intended to begin with. including, surprisingly in a positive fashion, the loss of that one thing that chased me back to the place i'll always want to forget.

only those who pull me away will be allowed to enter here.

i used to feel it.

and now it's gone.

i want to Feel again.