I freakin think i am bipolar now.  Fucking hell.  I go from being super happy to wanting to kill. (not litteraly) i hate this shit.

I don't know what i want anymore.

So many posibilities for my future, and yet none.

Even less so by my stupid actions of the past.

Where is the bloody restart button? honestly.

hahahahahahah fun times, im drunk..haha.

FUCK YOU!!!!!

(you know who i'm talkin to)

I don't know how to sleep without her.

Ive spent so many many nights in the same bed.

Now its cold, and lonely.

and i don't know how to fall asleep without her.

You win today life.

Hmm a im in front of a big window here.  Its nice.  I can see a big storm coming.

Omen perhaps?
lol dunno.

I'm not sure how i feel right now.

Numb i suppose sence i can't tell.

but yeah.  Move forward i guess.

at least its spring

A year and some come and gone...a whole relationship over.

where to go....now.

im calm on the inside wondering if im going to spontainiously combust

i know im hurting i just dont know if my body has realized it yet.  Hoooray shock....

*le sigh*  shoot me now please....please do

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