Things that have happened we talked we flirted, we liked eachother.  You said you liked me you said you liked me a lot.  You persued me i started this with two feet out.  I didnt think we could work i said i loved you it didnt phase you but you said you wanted me to be your Dom, that that was more than a relationship could be you said you wanted to ( Read more... )

As random fate had it.  My club at school linked someones blog here on LJ today.  And i was like wow....i havent touched this in a long long time.  So hi there LJ! how ya doing ( Read more... )

So yeah, I built up me big book shelf today.  Only took me a month.  I was so happy about it too.  But then people have to be all angsty at me when i did nothin, grr.  *sigh* oh well.  Such is life i suppose ( Read more... )

I think something is wrong with me, ive been having sparatic bloody noses for the past couple of days

Maybe my heart is giving out =\

I mean i have been stressed

So iono.  And i havent been sleeping much which is probably even more of a problem as far as blood pressure is concerned.

hopfully i wont be dead in a week.

blah.

I once again have spent to much money and am squeezing the rest in ( Read more... )

I must once again choose now.  and i don't think it will be as hard as normal.

I hope this works.

Go me go.

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please let my choices not cause more pain

i fear they will....but i can't stop myself. 

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ok so.  yeah.  i'm freakin lonely.  I feel imprissioned at home.  I know this is my own fault for not trying.  When im at home all i want to do is sleep, then i get yelled at it by my parents...then i hide more because of it, and then afear this.  And sneak around avoiding them.  I don't know why i do this.  Maybe if they comunicated better.  but ( Read more... )