whoa , single to not single back to single in what .. 3/4 days .. its amazing how fast i can screw something up ... this one wasnt really anybody's fault but mine ... i had certain feelings & went against them .. i never meant to hurt him & i think he might be mad at me . but i dunno , wen i was "going out" wit him it was just kinda like i didnt ( Read more... )

i think its damn funny ( Read more... )

after it ended i always denied actually loving him .... thought i had just been caught up in the feelings i was having at the time & didnt really know wat it was . now i realize i did love that boy , so very much. i can try to deny it but wen someone says his name i smile ... every now and then i think of all the fun we had & how simple things were ( Read more... )

idk about somethings ... i feel strange about it all really.. dunno ( Read more... )

when i close my eyes i see.......

<3 Boys II Men!!

"ill make love to you , like you want me to , & ill hold you tight . baby all through the night ill make love to u like u want me to & i will not let go till you tell me to"

we went joggin on the boardwalk in VA Beach in the RAIN! it was beyond awesome , we were trying not to get hit by lightning ... i luv the beach , really i do ... omgosh we watched the sun rise from sarah's back porch , twas awesome ... it really made me think about some things

idk i think im confused!

well .... ive been up all night .... im at sara-bell's house right now ... we didnt go to bed till 8a.m. woke up at 10:30 ... i dunno how i feel right now . im very happy tho ... cant stop smiling , a lot happened last night ... teehee ( Read more... )

I want to be someone's last call of the night ( Read more... )

welp....... not much to say . just thought id remind ppl bout finding nemo tomorrow @ 7:00 at the library ... plz b there! i finally get to see my Christopher tomorrow ! <3 !!!!!!!!!!  i adore him really i do .

ima jet , bye

April ~ ur shoes will be in the car , i promise .