( Read more... )

ok e hav 66 days till school starts ... im bored out of my mind now , how will i survive 66 more days of this? it wouldnt be soo bad if i could actually go places like pools or to the beach .... i may talk my sister into takin me to the beach on saturday ... if she'll do it .... i hope i hope....been singing all morning , so very fun! i emailed my ( Read more... )

i <3 chris oh so very much ... he truly cares & even i can tell he does. he's the only person who will stay up till the wee hours of the a.m. just so im not alone .. i can tell him anything & he'll take me seriously ... & he keeps my secrets .... i dunno, i like that i can count on him .. i dont hav to worry about anything with him ( Read more... )

gah! have u eer jsuted wanted to throw ur hands up & dance the hell outta ur self? or just sing at the top of ur lungs? i hav that feeling right now , but everyone is asleep .... & i like my music LOUD so i really cant do that right now. i really need to hurry & get my liscense so i can go driving wen i feel like this . that would help oh so much. ( Read more... )

Know all about ( Read more... )

i hav so much i want to say but absolutely no way of sayin it ...... i feel .. abandoned i guess , i dunno kinda hard to discribe
i need a change a big one .something to make ppl say "whoa!" but im not sure wat yet ...... have u ever wanted to just piss everyone off?! i do , i just wanna say " screw it all !" & be done with everything.

( Read more... )

                                                   
( Read more... )

ok so ive been thinking bout everything April wrote in her xanga ((imS0apologetic)) i dunno y but somethings she said just kinda stuck with me ... guys do complain about not being able to find a sweet, intelligent ,simple , down to earth girl .... thats because we're the ones they're complaining to! we're known as the best friends but nothing more ( Read more... )

What just happened? Did you kiss me , cause thats a place we've never been until now. And I don't know how its gonna be after this. Do we pretend these feelings dont exist at all, or do we fall? My confusion shows whenever you get so close .I stumble, I stutter, forget what to say. I'm nervous I wonder why I'm acting this way ( Read more... )