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Note to self: Cleaning up week old macaroni and cheese crusted to the pot does not make you look forward to cooking another box immediately afterwards. Fucking ew. Hooray for spending money on presents instead of food! Here's looking forward to another week of macaroni and cheese crusted pots... :/ -
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I've been feeling more sad than mad lately, but tonight it switched and suddenly I find myself more mad. As Alex and I said, this is usually "The Point Of No Return". Once you hit mad, there's really no going back. It spurs you to change things ( Read more... ) -
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Today is Patrick's birthday :) Lexie and I just woke up and we're getting ready to go to the store to get supplies! It's really icy so we're going to try and get everything we need so we don't have to go out later tonight!! Then we're gonna bake a cake and make a banner and blow up some balloons and wrap his presents. We got him a shirt that ( Read more... ) -
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I just found out that Lexie's friend Shawnda's husband Dayvid is going to jail in Wyoming for three years...They've only been married since August and they have a 7 month old son ( Read more... ) -
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Sometimes I think there is so much pain in the world that I can't breathe. And not just pain in MY world, but just THE world. There are so many people out there that have no one who cares, or loves them, or listens. I want to be that person for everyone. I don't want anyone to feel alone ( Read more... ) -
Someone call the doctor, got a case of the love bipolar...
So last night Josh got online and told me that he's still in love with me, and that losing me is the biggest regret in his life and he hates himself for it ( Read more... ) -
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6. I want a man who believes in this ( Read more... ) -
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I wish I could just get paid for enjoying the beauty in the world. A job where all I had to do was sit and stare out windows and love how the leaves look when they turn colors and fall, and listen to music/look at art/read books/watch movies that made me feel things inside that aren't even possible to describe because there are no words. Because ( Read more... ) -
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I have so much to say, but most of it is stuff I'm upset about, and I just can't seem to find the energy to write it all down...
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I realize that this makes it seem like I'm not happy with Doug. When really, this couldn't be farther from the truth. We are so much alike sometimes it's scary. And he's so good to me in so many ways. I feel safe when I am with him. I miss him when he's not around. His smile makes me smile. I think a lot of my problem, like I said before, is ( Read more... )