i miss him with all my heart... but what can i do?? please tell me... maybe im holding onto a wish that will never happen... my heart is breaking in two with every moment i think of him... and yet i still love him and can't let him go... :'-[... what am i suppose to do???

okie.. im sayn bye to my mommie cause shes going to work.. im soo tiredd cause i woke up at 7:30 on a saturday morning.. who does that?!! me lmao.. i gotta do some chores before i go out.. so i wanna get them done early cause i really really wanna see my babie..umm.. i still need to get me mum sutn for mothers day.. and i have no clue whatsoever.. ( Read more... )

ok so far spring break has been ok.. im kinda upset about the whole mohegan sun thing... it was suppose to be tomorrow but now its gonna be wednesday.. now since its changed to wednesday joy cant come and neither can carissa!! ahhhHHhH!! joy has to go to a Jack and Jill conference and carissas mom won't let her miss dance.. which sucks a lot.. it ( Read more... )

i just got my grades back for school and they are horribly bad... atleast for me... i mean if i get bad grades im in deep shit.. im so fucking pist that they went down.. now im not gonna be able to see chris or any of my fucking friends.. what the fuck!! im gonna be fuckin miserable in this fucking house eating everything and getting fat... im ( Read more... )

i am soo tired of life... i hate how my life is treating me right now... i know i have soo much and i should be grateful for what i have and i truely am. But everything thats going on... it's like happening all at once and i can't take it anymore.. what am i doing?? im fooling myself by thinking i'm happy when i'm really not.. im trying so hard to ( Read more... )

Rudolf Bellacicco.. 03*24*05 R.I.P

to my babie/babie boii/cinnabun man/ hubby ( Read more... )

'The 0nE'
-->find a guy who calls me beautiful instead of hot
who calls u back wen u hang up on him
or will stay awake jus to watch u sleep
who kisses ur forhead
who wants to show u off to the world
who holds ur hand in front of his friends
who thinks ur the prettiest wen u have no makeup on
and insists on holding u around the waist
the one who is ( Read more... )

SURVEY TiME ( Read more... )

oh man havent written in here for maddd long!! lol..newayz...yea wus up ppl...things have been good...almost 4 months now and itz been the best 4 months of my entire life...skools a drag..i dont kno i think my grades mite of gone down..i really dont kno..but enuff of skool this is my vaca im suppose to be chillaxin..lol newayz...hopefully spendin ( Read more... )