Your First Love *
you know who I`m talking about because I bet you read the words "Your First Love", and that one boy came into your mind.
There is N0THiNG  like that first boy, you were so aftaid to lose. The one where you knew it was love, no matter what anyone else said. 
The one boy that changed your expectations and the one you will always ( Read more... )

yeah i knO i haven`t updated in aqes ; cuz i fuckinq hate this thinq now - but i fOund this survey -&- it was a new year one sorta, -&- it made me want to do it, cuz it`s a new year -&- all .. lol that was stupid. whateverrr. lifes qOod <3 Liss, Justin, Ash, Cour, Kel, Kelsey = my reasOns for livinq <33 love you quys <33

1. what did you do in 2005 ( Read more... )

yeah this would have to be the lonqest i`ve qone w//out updatinq ..

HiGHLiGHTS //
-- brouqht my qrades up some .. i think ..
-- drama level went waaaay down .. me & Ash are back on track ; she deff. showed me who i can depend on & who i can`t .. love you sweetie <33 couldn`t make it w//out you <33 bffeae
-- me & Justin`s 2 mOnths [[ or 3 .. ]] ( Read more... )

yeahHhhh ;; haven`t been here in a while .. i wish i had a better memOry ..

[[ updates ]]

schOol // sick. i hate it. the usual. the drama is whatever @ this pOint .. i quess yOu qet used to it after a while .. how sad. i just read over what i wrOte & it`s fuckinq pathetic. i dOn`t understand it ; yet i never make an effOrt to stOp any of it ; ( Read more... )

this week was sOo tirinq & lonq .. christ. Tuesday was me & Justin`s 1 mOnth. or 2 mOnth. whichever yOu wanna call it .. that was baller <33 i`m exhausted. me, Liss & Timi went homecOminq shOppinq the other day, me & Liss qOt our nails dOne & we saw K0Ri !! yayyy <33 she`s sO amazinq <3 .... i`m exhausted. i qOtta qet up early tOmOrro to qet my ( Read more... )

yeahhh .. didn`t delete this .. i think i`ma qO to xanqa thO. i`m qettin bOred of this ..

[[ weekend ]] chilled w// my favorite nukKa Liss ; like allllll weekend <33 we suprisinqly chilled w// Katey on friday .. i know. contain your shock. it was pretty much like old times .. me, her & Liss had our qirl talks <33 it was nice. the best part would ( Read more... )

i keep forqettinq tO write in here .. HOMEC0MiNG iN 2 WEEKS <33 :D

schOols pretty beat. drama is endless. nothinqs the same. i love it :: the qirls whO smile tO your face, spit on yOur name ... whatever. iDk why i`m suprised or anythinq .. Padua`s Padua. shit never chanqes. it`s cOol. i`ve qOt my L-Dawq <33 she keeps me sane.

best friends are ( Read more... )

* Melissa AnqelO can predict my future. all the time. thats all there is to it. she`s always riqht.

* i really don`t wanna work this weekend

* Beowulf is possibly the worst story i`ve ever had to read & then do a paper on in a lit class

... just kiddinq. The Scarlet Letter was.

* i need a new cell phOne

kbye
<33 Alex

yeah soooo ..

school // retarded. classes suck. i love my qirls <3 i hate drama

everythinq else i don`t feel like cataqOrizinq // fabulOus. minus the jOb situation. which involves wOrkinq Saturday & Sunday, takinq time away from when i cOuld be beinq cOol w// my my other half ;<3 Melissaaaaaaaaa !! whom i adore more then any persOn in this entire ( Read more... )

we used tO be able tO talk about anythinq. but nOw it`s impOssible tO even start a decent conversatiOn w// yOu.
yOu can`t deny it _________________ thinqs have chanqed & we`ve qrOwn apart. yOu have tO face the faCts
that i wilL nO lonqer be there every sinqle time yOu need me. the truth is what it is :: that i do nOt have any more respect
fOr you as ( Read more... )