im turning 20 tomorrow ( Read more... )

i love life.
i love being in love.
i love my amazing friends.
i love that my birthday is soon. (( 8 days ))
i love that LORAS is coming up shortly.

that is all =)

LORAS COLLEGE
HERE I COME

i got my acceptance letter today!!!!!!!
im so flipping out and so freaking excited!!

this fall isn't gonna be here quick enough!

She's not like that now. She knows better. She knows now that people lie, & promises can be broken as quick as they;re made. She understands that she might never be loved, & too quickly good things fly in front of your eyes before you can reach out & grab them. She knows that you can't change or help time, so every now & then it will just run out. ( Read more... )

finally home after being on the road for 5 days.

and i can tell ya that after all the searching and grumbling and climbing and complaining.. i have found the right college.

LORAS COLLEGE in Debuque, IA ladies & gents.

i hope to attend fall of 2006..
yes as in 5 months from now.

im so excited i could BURST!

YAYYYY!

im trying so hard to be strong ( Read more... )

youll never share real love until you love yourself i should knowRead more... )

i had a really good conversation with someone last night.. and it really made me think.. he told me that i cant please the world and that i have to just be myself and that people will come to me.. after all the ones that really should matter in your life are the ones that just love you FOr you. right ( Read more... )

It's the most awkward thing, seeing us separated. Normally we're side by side, laughing & joking, but now you hide. When we sat this morning, we didn't say a word. It was like we didnt know each other. I knew what I felt; I know what I wanted to do. I was the good person, and TRIED taking to you. You ignored me like I was an ant on the ground, the ( Read more... )

so tonight was probably one of the worst nights ever.. but let me go back to this afternoon ( Read more... )