I am so angry! No one understands me. Not even the one person I though could or would...

It's been awhile since I've updated. I'm a slacker, we all know this. What are my plans? Well, I am walking in May but I won't be done with classes until the end of summer. How did this happen you must be asking? The story of my life I did the math wrong. I thought I was graduating until the my advisor reminded me that I had dropped that math ( Read more... )

I'm allowed to be afraid and scared ( Read more... )

I was facebook whoring and was on the bumper sticker app and came across a quote that I need have ingrained in my head:

There comes a point in
your life when you realize
who matters, who never
did, who won't anymore
and who always will, so
don't worry about people
from your past, there's a
reason why they didn't
make it to your future. <3

Ok, not really. Growing up does not suck...I guess. I guess what sucks is changing. I'm changing. I am no longer the person I was and I don't know how I feel about that. Have I changed? I still like to think of myself as a decent human being, but, that's me. I am graduating next semester, Spring 2008. Can you fucking believe it? I can't. ( Read more... )

Hey there Delilah ( Read more... )

I am in Dave's bed on his lap top not doing a damn thing. I am supposed to be packing up for Monday, but alas, the laziness has kicked in and I have been playing a ton of video games. Anywho, let's talk about what happened in the last few days. Dave's friend from high school, Jesse, came to visit. Jesse is 28-29 years old. He is married and he ( Read more... )

I had a long expressive post describing how I was feeling about my current relationship and what my future was going to hold. I was going to go on to say how I have somehow reestablished what I wanted to do as an adult, until, oh shit, I failed math...AGAIN.

I find myself procrastinating once again, oh what new news! I was going to be productive and start on my prewrite for the next upcoming essay, but here I am writing on my LJ. I have not written in this thing since January, man that is forever ago. This semester sucks. I am not taking any fun classes, and even my English classes suck some major ( Read more... )

I am back in Gainesville and it is so much better than being home. Granted, I don't have car because of car problems, I have no one to hang out with, and my phone died and I don't have a charger. But, it is a lot better than home where I can get annoyed so easily with stuff there. I feel so at home here in Gainesville, but there is someone I am ( Read more... )