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Mk, again i havent wrote in awhile! I'm getting bad at this!!! I'm too busy with homework anymore. Trying to bring up my D+ in MATH!!!!!!!! i about pooped myself when I seen my grade, i wanted to cry. Now i have to go get tutoring, i'm not too pleased about that.. grr. I stayed and talked to Mark Jones at my work for about 20 minutes after i got ( Read more... )

Hmm... so i went to quay street the other night and was all depressed bc i seen chris. I still like him until i found some stuff out from his ex.. he sounds like a psycho. So thats enough of that.

Deff. hung out w/ Darren the other night... FINALLY haha. It was ... fun...I really like him. I hope he's not bad news. I don't think he is, but who ( Read more... )

uggh....

I STILL LIKE HIM

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These are offically my new fave songs and totally how i'm feeling, in some ways neways lol..
I Wish you didnt love me ( Read more... )

maybe some day i'll change.. maybe one day i'll be a better person. Maybe one day it will all be different...I decided to update so i didnt wait like 3 weeks b4 i update again, not much to say, but doing it just bc ( Read more... )

oh buddy. I have not updated in a long bloody time!!I NEVER have time to do NETHING nemore.. it makes me so mad. But as i learned in class is that I can't blame time for not having enough of it, i chose what i do w/ the hours that EVERYONE is given, so it's only my fault if i don't get things done. And thats so true, but theres just so much stuff ( Read more... )

Just got home from school. Today isnt' going too bad so far, i suppose. Had class from 9am- 11:15am, she let us leave 15 minutes early, and i don't have that class for another week, and she only gave us three pages of hw this week.. piece of freaking cake!! I'm excited about that. So now all i have to do is catch up on my reading i have from last ( Read more... )

Do you ever want to go to the beach, and lay next to the ways under the stars and hope you get swept away by a wave? Just to make the pain go away?
Do you ever walk outside and hope you get washed away in all the rain, just for it to all go away?

Yeah call me fucked up, but sometimes i hope those happened to me. Sometimes i just get so overwhelmed ( Read more... )

Life never changes. Nothing ever changes....gets better. When the hell is going to be my break in the rain?!I'm sick of constantly walking with an umbrella.

Why do I always set myself up to
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