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The Great Turtle Escape
I was cleaning (I know. I don't have OCD I'm just really messy) And my turtle tried to get out of it's tank. I think It(they don't have names) really hates Incubus. I spent most of the morning comtempating my life in general. And I hate how annoying, anonymous and Ambiguous I am at times. *sigh* I never post pictures. And I only post when I am ( Read more... ) -
IshFFFF
http://www.crissangel.com/ Dear lord. He makes a girl want to to starve for a week. *fans face* Now that my face is properly flushed I can actually write about what I need to write about. My nephew, said his first word, (ahhh sort of) Isshhh FFF. It was to be fish. He just got it backwards. It still counts boo ya!! Why can't I walk in the ( Read more... ) -
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I hurt my ankle. hurts really bad. I feel all lonely and insane like. i need lots of sleep. I haven't done that since friday, sleep that it is. I would take my sleep meds., sadly i have to get up really early and go with Melissa to get her tag fixed like. Then laundry. i planted my seeds today. They are liking the green tea i gave them. -
Feel It
I feel spring coming. Rolling in. Energy changing. In my head I watch the flowers bloom. It feels like there is a rush this year. The earth feels like it's struggling. *sigh* It makes me sad. I'm planting today. Digging my fingers into the earth. Bringing up it. Putting it into the glass pots. Putting the seeds and watering them. It's time to clean ( Read more... ) -
Lost.
I'm being to think that death is perhaps an inevitable thing for me. I need to dig something open. I need that and sleep meds. but, alas, mom is home tomorrow. screw that idea. Sleep is the only time i'm happy ever. I love dreams. it's the only place i'm whole. i wonder if death is like that. -
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Today the month of giving has began. My lovely older sister(who got a tattoo) Bought me tarot cards and a tarot book. the tarot cards are a bit too violent. (yeah i know queen obvious here.) High quality cards that they really were, tried to bind themselves to me so now I feel sad and guilty about taking them back *insert pout* So yeah. I am really ( Read more... ) -
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gah. I'm not havin a good day*sigh* I cried alot earlier. I just haven't been happy in a long time. my sister called me pyscho today.. she may be right. -
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Hm...
Today is the day of hm. The pixies are coming soon. the wind brings the murmurs. if you close your eyes and stand outside. you can hear them giggle.
