I hate stupid people. who fail to understand that when posting things in a self-injury community you are dealing with supremely unstable in the first place. *sigh* Mmm... I'm so very sick. *pouts* I need nyquil now and sleep, and wake up feeling much much better.

Things are growing in my room (plants, in pots). *silly smile* Safara ate coffee beans and is acting like she is on freaking METH. I called em'. Yep, got so pissed off cause now i am all sick like, so no one answered and I said "ughhhh I am mad, like soo mad" but, I think my sexy sick voice in a hushed tone may of marred how angry I was. Said ( Read more... )

I have come to the conclusion that I am a substitute person. I am the person that people like to have until they find what they really need. i guess you could say I help people grow until they finally find out where they belong. So I guess it really mean that I am like a therapist. Only not in so many ways. And in dealing with me and my craziness, ( Read more... )

foods my stomache hates and wishes to throw up ( Read more... )

The Poet ( Read more... )

My Mom. I think became alarmed this morning to find my door locked. (shhh it wasn't locked all night, just from three AM onwards) Well. That's it. I'm not of any use today. I'm hobbling back to sleep after i drink lots of water. But, wait mom's car is broken and guess who has to figure out how to fix it? Meh. Whatever. God damn. Ohhh and, love is a ( Read more... )

I had a really good day. Only tonight I feel like crap. Ohhhh.... and Gabriel said Ci Ci. That's my name. So it was awesome. But, now my Cupid is not talking to me so I think we are over, I don't really fucking Know. I have a date tonight with a thin metal sharp thing. whatever. I tried But, I am ruined. So I don't really care. The veil is thinning

Congratulations on making Ravenclaw! Well you're one smart little cookie, aren't you? You're wise and clever, and just love to use your wit and learning to your advantage, and sometimes even the disadvantage of others. Well, nerd, there IS a world outside of that copy of 'Hogwarts: A History', you know.. Oh don't worry! We all know you're special. ( Read more... )

(why two you ask, because one is never enough ( Read more... )

I dyed my hair last night. Now it is dark(more like a mahogany shade) brown. It took two whole bottles. Yes. That is why I woke up this morning and wondered whose hair was on my head. lol. Yes. I wonder if I glare at the computer enough. It will make happy sounds. and do what I want it to. *sigh* Gods. I am a freaking genius. *does overly smart ( Read more... )